SiMpLiCiTy |s tHe BeSt AsSeT u CaN eVeR hAvE

I've resurrected!

2009-02-21T21:11:00.000-08:00

Please do not listen to my crazy sis k.. U r not dead. U r jus away for a long vacation.. Anyway, Im back!! Yea back from America for 2 years already.. I still miss that place alot. I guess the next time I can ever go there again willl be with my children. I seriously believes that every child should hv this privilege to visit Walt Disney World at least once when they are still innocent at heart. Hehe.. Im now doing my big business in Derick's toilet.. Yep! We r still together and Im very very proud to say that.. He is really the ONE for me!! Btw, im working now.. it's a secret occupation.. If i divulge too much information on it, I may get beheaded. No joke! Im darn serious in this.. Peeps, if you are the kind who likes to procrastinate alot, please do not do it anymore! I've tasted the consequences and man, it's definitely not a very good feeling. U just end up with tons of things pile on top of you and it's like carrying a 50kg weight on your head wherever you go. I really admire those native ppl who carry pots and luandry on their head everyday. So from now onwards, I will always remind myself to finish work that I have for the day because you never know when the next assignment is coming in.. Oh yea, in case you have lost track with me.. Im 22 now! can u like imagine? We have all entered into our BIG 20s now! OMG!! It's totally uncool. Stress grows with your age. So peeps remember, do enjoy yourself as much as possible while you still can. May all of us remain young at heart =)

2006-09-21T21:04:00.000-07:00

Im not havin a gd day 2dae.. not a bad day too thou.. bad n sucky becos i was late for work 4 5 mins becos e bus arrived 15 mins late.. n yes.. i'll be gettin demerit points.. how nice.. n i've jus found out tt i'll be working from 6:00pm to 2:30aam in e wee hrs of e morning... how nice too.. I jus hope that I do not hv 2 sleep at e bus stop waiting 4 e Bus to come.. I think i'll turn mad if tt happens.. good becos I've made sum more friends n learn sum spanish.. hehe.. But yesterday was better.. I had loads of sweet treats.. Churros.. Italiano Panini.. Marshmallows dipped in white chocolate coated with loads of almond flakes.. n Mexicano food!!! YuMmy!! n we do nt hv 2 spend money 2 get into Disney Quest.. haha.. den e best part is 2 learn 2 draw Goofy and ride on our own roller coasters.. I sucks at computer games.. Eurghh!!! Den we gt bored of Disney Quest n thinkin that we have made every gd use of e complimentary ticket.. we went to Epcot.. It's another theme park of Walt Disney World.. Went on e rides again cos Li Ting have not been on them.. den we went to the World Showcase.. It is so damn beautiful!! N mexican food.. YuMmy!! E tortilla chips r superb!!! n there r so many different countries in such a small space.. there is Germany whr they realli mimick e towns in Germany with e buildings n everything.. Japan.. Mexico.. Italy.. France.. Britain.. Canada.. China.. n e pagodas or e palace is reealli beautiful but it's eerie inside.. Norway.. hmm.. americans pay attention 2 details so e whole thing feels so real.. like u can visit so many countries in like half a day.. Den at night.. they have this firework show called Illuminations.. It's so darn beautiful la!! e theme is different type of ppl living in a place called World.. after e whole fireworks show.. I felt goosebumps all over me.. in fact im feeling so overwhelmed when e fireworks jus keeps exploding continuously.. e entire place was brightly litted.. so beautiful!! N Walt Disney World is so damn rich sia... They hv 4 theme parks.. Magic Kingdom.. Animal Kingdom.. Epcot.. MGM Studios.. den every day there'll be fireworks is e themeparks.. n especially Magic Kingdom.. there r like 2-3 fireworks show everyday?? s'pore already spent so much in giving us firework shows during National Day.. I dunno what e hell WDW have in their vault.. Nobody's at hm now.. Penny's working Donna also.. den e 3 of e others went out 2 play.. n im left alone.. i dun dare 2 bathe.. So jieying cumin over 2 acc me.. Hee. Love her.. Muacks!! liting they all so gd.. get 2 watch High School Musical.. In e Grand Villa summore... ok.. I'm goin 2 bathe as soon as Jieying comes.. Hee.. Tok 2 ya again soon yea.. Good Night..

In Orlando, Florida!!!

2006-09-20T23:20:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh!! cant believe tt im now already living in Orlando for 3 weeks.. n i've been adapting very well.. first few days.. i couldnt finish the meals we bought.. but now.. i still dun feel very full after eating all the chicken strips n fries.. hais.. I'm bound to grow double lateral in size le.. Hmmm.. CANNOT!!! Later derick dun wan me.. *Sob.. haha.. siao.. anyway.. I'm working as a front desk/cashier in one of Disney's vacation club resort.. Old Key West n Saratoga Springs.. Liting n me gt e same job.. hope tt we will get 2 work together most of e time.. die!! den we'll laugh like crazy women in e lobby.. hahha.. im still in training.. n i dun think im prepared to go out thr facing the guests alone.. but i'll try my very best 2 make them happy :D

We were all considered kind of lucky becos we get 2 share apartments with ppl from our sch.. like im now roomin with Penny.. den we have piriya.. our powerful main chef!! she damn can cook sia!! so nice!! luckily we hv her.. den we hv 2 wash our own clothes.. e sad part is.. we have to pay for using e washing machine n e dryer.. hais.. 2 bucks gone lei.. so we always store till we have no more clothes 2 wear den we start washing.. cos very ex!! Den we also buy our own groceries.. hee.. very fun!! it's a good experience 2 live alone without ur parents.. oh yea.. e shopping here is great la!! Things here are much cheaper den in Singapore so much lo!! n e variety of candies n sweet treats they hv here is HEAVen!!! N we hv cast members' discounts summore for sum of e shops!! haha.. n e cab here is cheap too!! not like Australia.. So ex!! But e weather here is damn bad!! So damn hot n scorchy.. n so many many love bugs flying ard.. so Disgusting lo!! but things will cool dwn next month.. oh yea.. I've tried my first time le.. ClubBing!!!! hee.. quite fun la if there's more ppl.. not a bad experience thou.. thou i seriously dunno how 2 dance.. Shakira's so damn SEXY!!!

I miss Home alot!! I miss derick.. miss mummy n papa.. miss my bed.. miss laksa.. chicken rice.. roti prata.. dumplings.. carrot cake.. my hse hokkien mee.. dunno e auntie gt miss me norts.. m popo.. my ah ma.. derick's mummy.. n malaysia!! haha.. groceries!! n of cos my friends!! hais.. hope they r doing fine.. n may caiwen be happy :D i'm so gonna strangle e *******... SHIT HIM!!! I miss Derick n Mummy e most.. Papa i miss him too.. but mummy more!! n i love e idea of earning ur own money!! I mean supporting urself with what u earn.. n spend e money fruitully!! Hee! hais.. need 2 slp le.. update u guys when im free.. haha.. Night.. HuGs n Kisses n sum Boxes!!!!

= )

I Have already lost 1 battle

2006-08-15T22:53:00.000-07:00

IAF is over.. 1 down and 4 more to go.. the upcoming one is SM which is like tomolo 9am.. it's now wed, 1.49pm and another 19 more hrs to go. 19 - 5hrs for sleeping is 14hrs- 1 hr for tv time is 13hrs- 1 hr for dinner time=12 hrs. I have onli 12 hrs to study for my SM which has 12 chapters.. It's good to know when you aare dying beforehand..

IAF was like shit.. I did not study hard enough.. My A is gone.. N i can 'proudly' announced that my my admission to Uni is SMASHED! Wahahahahhahahahhaha,.... Mum will be so disappointed.. Derick will be so upset... That's my forte.. always making my loved ones upset..

AHhhhhhhh!!!! I dunno what to write but I jus dun have the mood to start my studies now.. It's because I dun have alll my notes.. I want to be like Penny.. Just study the lecture notes.. But I cant find themm.... Y am i so disorganised?? I'm such a bad girl.. No virtues at all.. I'm lazy, I'm messy, I'm whiny, I'm forever late (Conrad was like saying.. hey.. u r siming rite.. u r always late ar..) Thanks Mr Conrad.. Who knows me better than me? You dun have to literally tell me to rub salt into my wounds.. I'm already havin a troubles gettin up on time and I'm damn concerned damn worrried about it.. Arghhh!!! Shoo~ Bad laziness habit.. U have to leave me asap.. Ur deadline will be till 27th August 2006 at 5.00am!! *BEWARE*

ok.. I need 2 go n prepare for tml's battle.. Wish me luck ;)

DISNEY

2006-08-13T08:40:00.000-07:00

Are you guys missing me? A couple of dramatic events had took place recently since I last blogged.. Alright.. maybe just 1 event.. I'm goin Disneyland.. 2 weeks later and i'll be on the plane to my road of independence.. It's such a mixed feelings.. On one hand.. I'm dying to go there.. to gain the experience.. On the other side, I really dun feel like leaving my beloved ones for 6 mths.. I'll miss all of them like crazy.. There's also uncertainty and fear in me.. I wun noe hu am i goin to stay with for e next 5 mths.. will my supervisor be a kind person? will i be able to talk loud? will I be able to control my temptation of shopping.. I wun hv tt kind of money over there den.. will i have helpful colleagues or bullies as colleagues.. will i be able to communicate well.. will i be able to perform my duties well.. hais... so so so many concerns.. also.. will derick feels lonely? will anybody be there to accompany him when he needs sum1.. who will be there to talk to cass when she's online? will mummy be lonely?? jack will have a person less to please. will ann, caiwen, ziyu, yaling miss me like hell? hahahaa.. i dun even noe what i'm sayin..
ahhhh.. enuff of disney!

I did nt study anything today!! Hais.. So much about puttin more effort this time round.. Went East Coast for dinner.. YUMMY YUM YUM!! There's so many many selection of glorious food there.. I manage to eat to my heart's content today.. hehe.. Satay is the best! No wonder Derick loves it so much.. Im gonna miss Singapore food badly badly badly... =...(

Aussie!!!

2006-05-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

Hee.. it's 12.41am now n Im still nt in bed..
Well.. I did nt go 4 sch todae becos I was feeling very unwell..
My whole mind is thinkin abt Aust n I bet my soul has nt come bac at all..
Oh my! I wan 2 stay there man!
If I hv e money..
Mum is gettin so irritated of me now tt she cant wait 2 send me there..
Mum.. PLS send me thr for studies.. Like real.. We dun hv e money
Well, let's jus hope Disneyland works den.. PLS!!! Cant u c im dying to go? If u cant.. I'll tel u.. I AM!!!
Alright. I need 2 get 2 bed as soon as he calls.. Im so afraid..
I dun wan 2 be late for IAF tml..
Give me the power of Diligence.. I damn need that n take away the overwhelming power of Laziness.. Thankew..
Cya soon Yappuni.. R u hungry? Bet u r nt.. I love u.. BB

BORED

2006-03-25T01:54:00.000-08:00

Eeeeksss!!!!! I'm so bored!!! I have many thins 2 do but I dun feel like doin them.. Im so lazy!! Ahhh!! Help!! I need money.. Hais.. I wan 2 buy clothes.. Shirts.. Jeans.. Shoes.. bags.. Shorts especially n a jacket.. But no $$!! I miss Subway!! No clothes to bring over to Aussie.. So sian.. Then have 2 wash my own clothes.. N his clothes.. OMG!! I sound like an old haggard.. don't i?? Hahas.. 10 more days n Im outta here!! Hahahahha... So hot.. So bored.. I'll definitely miss one thing over here.. N tt's my drums lessons.. 2 lessons.. Hais.. Im so gonna miss it!!

Oh yea.. I've got back my results.. It sucks totally!! No A's.. not even my FM.. Well.. I've jus gt myself to blame dun i.. Penny said to work hard next sem.. Yea.. Work hard.. I always tell myself tt I have 2 work harder e next sem.. But I never did.. 1st 2 weeks of sch reopens is e max I can go.. So I shant make any promise to myself or whoever.. I'll jus go with my feelings.. Whether I decide to work my butt off e next sem all depends solely on my mood.. Of cos I have to go thru e consequences.. Look.. I wan 2 study Uni.. But at e rate I'm goin.. can I realli get into Uni?? I doubt so.. Unless I work doubly hard for e next sem tt is.. I know tt I'll be able to score if I put in effort but e problem is I'm so damn LAZY!!!!! Not onli laziness.. TV shows.. Story books.. Telephone calls.. Playing.. All these are stopping me from ace-ing my subjects.. Well.. perhaps I cant ace my exams.. I wun noe cos I've never tried.. I thot tt I would be able to cos I usually din study thoroughly n completely but I still manage to pass at least.. So I thot if I put in more effort n do my best, I'll be able to score.. Well, It may not be true cos it might be tt lady luck is with me all this while jus like she's with Ann during the SS exams.. We will never know what is our actual capability until we are really willing to try..

Mum was talkin 2 me n Derick ydae.. Seein them talk.. I'm so happy!! I hope tt thru these kind of lil talks.. They will get to know each other better and clear all the misunderstandings and doubts between them.. Then I wont be sandwiched in the middle.. Yea!! Hahaha.. Realised tt Derick wasnt actually lookin forward 2 e trip.. Sad =( I was so damn anticipating for tt day 2 happen cos we will be travelling alone.. N how many of my friends get to travel alone w/o e supervision of others with their loved ones.. So.. I was damn excited la.. But he.. forget it.. it'll jus make me more upset..

Let me be able to buy sum shorts n tops.. Nice n affordable ones pls!!!
Get a nice big bag as my luggage..
Get a nice jacket..
Eat some good food.. I'm craving for Subway!! Awww!!

Oh man.. Can someone teach me more vocabulary.. 'Nice' is the only vocab I know.. Thanks =)

Life

2006-03-08T11:33:00.000-08:00

Hey.. Surprised??!! I was suddenly spurned to once again give life to YapPuNi by all my other friend's blogs.. Reading theirs make me want to write something also.. Hahahas.. As always.. San fen zhong re du... I'm finding for some recipes.. Hais.. Y am I so lazy?? Y when mum is cooking.. I dun stay n watch how to learn?? He dun eat veggie.. how do I noe what to cook?? Hais.. It's really a good thing to be able to cook.. I envy Ziyu~~~

I really hope Derick can come to Aust with me.. It'll be so fun!! Plus I will have company.. Den we will be together for almost 2 week.. Ahhhh~~~ Pls let it come true...

I've decided to cook a simple fare.. Hope it turns out edible.. Hehe.. I'm so broke!!! All my clothes are so damn old... It's soo eeeeeeeeee....... I wan new clothes.. But they r all so expensive.. Those tt r of reasonable prices I dun like them.. Smth jus lacks.. E design e Quality e Uniqueness.... I need a jacket as well.. I jus wan to revamp my whole closet.. It's not tt I dunno how 2 dress.. It's becos I dun hv tt type of clothes, those accessories.. I dun hv e money to buy them.. I hope I will have e money to buy mum a new sewing machine.. SO that she can be my tailor and make my clothes for me.. I'll tell her all my ideas den she'll be able to do it for me.. But 1 sewing Machine is around300 e least.. OMG!!!!! Where will I hv tt kind of money??? Hais~~~~~ Let me start work soon.. I'll work hard de.. Hope tt I will not get fired immediately.. Hais hais hais~~~~~ Mum said tt I've made a wrong decision.. I should choose e bakery job cos I need to gain more experience on customer service.. She said tt I will feel uncomfortable plunging myself into this type of demanding job with lil experience.. Well.. I agree with her.. But I will try.. I will try de.. I will train.. I guess my disneyland attachment will not come to reality.. Dad simply jus simply stubbornly strictly plainly calmly refused to let me go no matter what~~ Hais.. If I cant go.. den what will be the event that will bring a drastic change to my life is?? Well.. things will soon revealed on its own..

Oh yea.. Yappuni.. I've now taken up drums lessons.. Hee.. finally I took up some music lessons.. It was fun challenging n Im so slow.. I jus cant catch e beat.. N im e oldest there.. Im so dumb eh.. No talent at all.. But Mr James said I can do it jus that Im not daring enuff to try.. Perhaps.. It's always like tt.. I want to do something badly deep down.. Be it an action.. say something.. I always hold back myself..

I hope I'll come back to write something often.. Good Night.. BB

LTNC

2005-07-02T00:14:00.000-07:00

Hey my frend.. It's been long since I've visited u.. During these time, many things have happened.. My first ever pet hamster, Kunni has passed away on 29/6/05.. 16 more days n he'll be 2 years old.. Perhaps it's a jie tuo for him.. I have never been a gd owner, maybe he'll enjoy himself up in the heaven more, with his friends and family.. Yea.. Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.. Well, for me, I'm still as great as ever!! hahas.. Have been working 4 2 weeks, earning ard 400?? yea.. gonna save up all e pay for my London Trip!! Lalallalallaa.. n TML.. It's gonna be a critical day 4 all of us.. Because we are goin 4 e CYA interview.. It determines if we are selected or not.. I realli hope I'll be chosen.. N i hope all my friends will be chosen.. Yea.. Pls.. I even went 2 get heels today jux 4 tml's interview.. Pls dun let my effort go 2 waste.. PLS!!! N for my Dear.. He's great too!! He's in2 sum kind of luck recently.. Good or bAd??? It depends on whose viewpoint are we basing on.. hahs.. I dunno wat I'm saying.. But whatever, I dun give a damn abt that.. So long My heart for him has not changed.. :) Need 2 go n do my project.. Hope to talk 2 ya again.. Yappuni.. NiteZz.. BB!!!!

I will loved him...

2005-06-13T01:01:00.000-07:00

Well, have not been updating my blog for quite a while.. SO many things have happened and changed during the period of my laziness.. Sch has started and I'm now in Year 2!! hahas.. classmates have changed.. but most of us r still 2gether.. Modules have all changed.. So far I'm only interested in 2 modules.. That is the Principles of tourism and hospitality and UCCD.. Oh yea.. Cum 2 think of that.. I have not purchased my textbooks.. I have not even banked in my cheque.. Hais.. yea.. I've gotten my pay.. 818 bucks.. minus CPF.. I'm only left with 654 bucks.. How pathetic.. I wan 2 work!!! I want more money!! I want 2 buy many many stuffs!! I want to go overseas!!! Arghhh!! I need money!!!

N yes!! our Grp MIRACLES have been chosen to carry out on our project.. Yippee!!! We are the 100 grps that have been selected out of the 259 grps.. We r smth.. aren't we?? ;) we've met our mentor.. a nice young, capable, friendly, joyful, confident, happy young lady!! It is she who encourages us 2 bring our project to a bigger scale.. n That's y now we r more confident that we are able to raise the expected amount.. $20K. Let's hope that our projects will all be successful and our friends and families will support us all e way!!! N not forgetting our sch.. SP!! hahas.. i know it's not possible but I really hope SP will give us a hand..

Yesterday, we went to watch e PCK Musical.. It wasnt very entertaining thou.. In fact, I felt like sleeping.. It was kind of sian.. But it's their first time after all and I can c they r trying their best 2 raise funds for the cancer foundation.. N gurmit's vocal is damn good!!! Derick did not enjoy the musical at all.. Felt so sorry for askin him 2 cum.. He's not so much of a classic person.. WIll not ask him 2 a musical ever again.. Hees.. We had Seoul Garden for dinner.. Not a very wise choice.. It was 25++ per person n we did not eat much.. Next time, will go to Pizza Hut instead.. But all in all, I'm still very happy cos I was with him all day long!! Being happy with someone is not determined by the places you go or the things you do, it's determined by who you are with.. N i'm happy throughout the day because I'm with the 1 I loved:)

Well, it's now 5 2 1.. n I have sch tml so I gtg n slp.. Gd night.. N i dunno y my hands are shaking so frequently now.. It's scary!!!!!!

My reflections of Hong Kong..

2005-05-29T00:36:00.000-07:00

Dai Ka Hou.. Lei hou ma??? Well.. been staying in tis canto-speaking world 4 5 days 5 nights.. well.. wat's veri obvious 2 mi is that Hong Kong ppl definitely have better dress sense than Singaporeans.. There r more good looking guys.. they sell pork at their McDonald's.. they r more friendly than Singaporeans.. Singaporeans r so nonchalant n so Conservative.. So Shy.. Only think of themselves.. hahas.. No la.. I'm speaking in General.. I'm sure there r realli nice Singaporeans ard too.. N their dessert tong shui is damn gd!! n their soup.. they wun tou gong jian liao n they are veri generous in giving their soups.. unlike in Singapore.. MSG.. Hais.. But they have 2 work frm 10 to 11 or 12 or even 1 to 2 in the night.. That's how long their working hrs are.. Their streets r not that clean like Singapore n their variety of food is not veri wide too.. We have more selections n definitely more delicious sumptuos rich exotic cuisines.. Hong Kong is onli slightly bigger than Singapore but their population is much bigger than us.. It's so scary when u c them on weekends.. It's so damn scary!!! It's even worse than Orchard on e weekends.. Imgaine that!!! ok.. I had a great time over there.. Eat shop Eat shop Eat shop Eat shop sleep.. hahahs.. It's almost e same everyday.. N I've had my first glimpse of e casino at MAcau!! hahas.. Yes!! I managed 2 get thru.. hahas.. How surprised.. N e adults won sum money.. Ah gong's money.. hahas.. I love travelling with this grp of adults.. They r so damn fun!! Especially YiLing.. She's even blurer than Sixing n Mi.. 2 think she already has a son.. Hais.. Hahahs.. n MeiPing she's our tour guide.. She guides us 2 all those places.. All thanks 2 her so that we are able 2 visit so many places.. I wun mind goin overseas with them again.. They r so fun.. But I mux remember e next time i go overseas.. I'm gonna bring my own currencies so that I can buy what I want~~ Mummy's so Jdg9e7r98y(87896785056450849&%^(^%(&%$($!!!!!! I'm still Missing HK.. will visit there again next time.. or iszit that I miss e ppl I went travellling with?? Either or.. Im veri satisfied that im able 2 make tis trip.. I knew it's gonna be a happy trip for mi when im still in SIngapore.. My gut feeling is always right;)

MIss em

2005-05-18T09:19:00.000-07:00

Yo!!! Had not been feeding u lately.. So how's life?? Well.. Mine was great!!! Seriously.. last 9 days I was still thinking how am i gonna survive working alone at the hot n scorchy atrium.. Days passed by so fast... Initially.. I was actually counting down e no. of days I'm left with.. but since monday.. I've stopped counting.. In fact, I looked quite forward 2 e following day.. N sadly.. My days at Hang Ten is gonna come 2 an end.. I'll Miss all my colleagues... Henrietta.. Gwen.. Mei Kuan... Hais.. Will miss their nonsense n all... Hais~~~~ 2dae is Mei Kuan's last day of work.. Both Henrietta n her seems so bu she de each other.. hahas.. so funny.. Anyway.. 2dae Henrietta's late.. hahas... After 10.. so we get a 2 bucks free breakfast.. Ydae both mi n Gwen paid 5 plus each.. hahas.. wat 2 do.. we so suay~~~ Den 2dae is IMM's gathering day.. only w/o Andy.. hahas.. 2dae ShuMin n e 2 guys came 2 meet mi 4 lunch.. Whahahs.. So happy!! Went PastaMania knowing that I dun have lotsa money but I dun care.. Feel like eating Pasta.. Well.. All of us din changed much.. Jux that e 2 guys had shorter hair.. n they r still e same.. Qy still as lame n funny n guan still as quiet or shy?? I dunno.. Hahhas.. n we r still e same.. Still eat so slow.. Still cant catch what they saying.. HAhahs.. Den after that we went shopping 4 a while.. e 2 guys seems so bored... But wat 2 do.. we r gurls.. so u mux understand n be more patient~~ ANyway.. We r meeting up sum other time.. Except that now we r not doing shopping.. hahhas.. Ah Yi will be soo happy.. LAlallalallala... Den 2dae we went 2 find Peiyu.. Aiyo.. Xiao Bai.. Miss her.. But she's OMG!!! i dunno how 2 say.. She's matured.. Responsible n Determined.. Hais.. Nu Qiang Ren.. But still so cute la.. Our XiaoBai~~ Hahhas.. She's so gd.. Still remember mi n ask mi 4 e promoting job thingy.. Hais.. I dun wish 2 disappoint her.. If I get in.. I'll try my best.. Promise;) ... Den.. When ShuMin's waiting for my break.. Doron passed by.. Hahs.. So we went 4 dinner 2gether.. He's still e same.. Still so gentle... hahhahas.. N still so scared of cold.. Aiyo.. He was actually shivering.. Aiyo.. Hahas.. Up till now.. I still haven pack my luggage.. Aiyo.. Still need 2 buy so many things.. Tml Last day le.. Hais.. will miss em... Maybe if fri im free.. can drop by.. If not it will be after my trip.. Hope it will be a happy n enjoyable trip 4 mi.. hahahs.. lalalla.. Oh yea~~ i gt in2 TOURISM!!!!! hahahhas.. Same class wif so many ppl.. Hahhas.. Happy!!!!!!! Boon.. Penny.. Yuwei.. Jie Ying.. Grace.. Liting.. Vanitha.. hahahhas.. Yeah!! God has answered my request.. So im gonna keep my promise n work hard 4 my next sem.. Readers.. U shall all be my witnessess.. ok.. Need 2 slp le.. Dun wanna pay 8 bucks for 4 ppl's breakfast;P~

Work Work Work...

2005-05-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

I shant say anything abt my current job now.. soo shh.. wat i can say is.. I'm dying of e heat!!!! it's so damn HOT!!!!! ok.. but working at IMM is not bad too.. at least gt air con.. more babies 2 play with n gt e 2 guys 2 entertain us.. hahas.. yea.. now at OE.. aiyo.. so hot.. but still ok la.. Hope e last 9 days for mi will be a better 1.. Let's Pray!!! N e food there is so expensive.. A meal can cost up 2 my 2 hrs pay=8 bucks.. aiyo!! now abit xin tong.. But nvm la.. lucky i still get my allowance daily.. Boon's bdae is ard e corner.. hais.. cant celebrate with her.. nvm la.. my blessings for her will still be reached.. After working wif Shumin 4 like 10 days.. we were much closer than b4 n i get 2 noe more abt her.. Hees.. So it's a gd thing la.. Sorrie Yappuni 4 not feeding u cos I'm always veri tired wen i reach home so i forgot.. Kunni oso.. Hais.. So long din clean cage le.. So Lazy ar!!!! Hu wanna help mi n save my Baby?????!!! ok.. I realli need 2 go n sleep le.. tml muz go n suffer 4 another day.. e humid weather~~~ Hais... :(

To e ZoOOOOOO!!!!!

2005-05-01T00:26:00.000-07:00

I'll jux be brief abt 2dae cos it's now quite late gotta wake up early tml 2 work!!! hahhas.. ok.. 2dae i went 2 e ZOO with dear!!! hahahas.. I woke up rather early 2 cook porridge for my dear n myself n my mummy.. actually i cooked for dear la cos i wan 2 shu zui.. hahas.. yea.. ydae i was mad.. n after thinking abt it i knew i was in e wrong.. shldnt have showed attitude!! hahhas.. ok.. anyway.. cook porridge it tastes soooo dry cos too much grains.. yea.. Poor Derick.. Still gt 2 pretend it's nice.. ok. after that we proceed 2 e zoo!!!! hahhas.. yes!! Singapore Zoological Gardens!!!!!!! hahhas.. I was so damn excited.. It was a great + fun + tiring + joyful + fantastic day 4 mi.. I hope it applys 2 Derick too.. Keke~~ After that we went to TOT 2 eat.. OMG!! We ate 3 dishes 1 soup n 1 pineapple rice.. We damn can eat!! Jux like Derick's 'family'... hahhas.. yea.. Although I was realli veri reluctant 2 let him leave but tian di xia shi mei you bu san de yan xi.. Both he n i gt 2 work tml.. n 19 days we cant meet for veri long!!! OMG!!! not onli tt.. maybe 19+5.. cos im goin overseas straight after i finished my contract!!! OMG!!! I tell u i will miss him badly~!!!!! Awww!!!!!! Never had i felt smth so strong for sum1 before.. I hope I can realli be like my mummy n papa.. Hees~ okok.. gt 2 go le.. Need 2 sleep.. Pls pray that I can fall asleep quickly!!!! Anyway~~ I love 2dae.. 30 April 2005.. Had a realli GReeeeeAAaaaaT day!!! =D

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2005-04-30T01:54:00.000-07:00

2day was rather a gd day.. It was bad at first.. great in e middle.. n sucks at e end!!! 2dae went 2 Metta School to meet up wif e VP wif Penny today.. It all started well.. He corrected our way of doing things.. showed us ard e school.. explaining details 2 us.. until at e end.. Dizzy spells attacked my head.. OMG!! It was damn awful.. My stomach hurts like hell n everything 2 mi is a total blur.. So i excused myself which was rather rude cos i cut him while he's explaining sum shop run by his sch.. I went 2 e toilet.. There was no light.. I din bother 2 go n find e switch n i cant even c properly.. I was jux merely feeling my way thru... grabbed sum toilet paper.. I cant even locked e door.. I left it slightly ajar.. n went 2 do my biz.. I sat there till i can c clearly.. When i saw myself in e mirror.. I saw a ghost.. YES!! my whole face is damn pale.. n den e dizzy spells strikes mi again.. Penny had 2 even support mi 2 e canteen 2 get sum water.. after drinking lotsa water.. I can finally clearly.. Hahas.. So MAlu.. penny gt 2 hold on 2 mi til we board e bus.. den we went Tampines Mall 2 eat.. Hahs.. I have learnt my lesson.. Wil eat b4 i cum out 2 face e scorchy sun.. It's damn awful 2 feel so terrible at e public.. den i had Hor Fun.. den i felt better.. After that we went shopping.. hahas.. So happy!! den Ah Bu called if im free 2dae 2 go n help her wif Chinese.. i said ok 8 pm.. after my shopping la.. den my Dear called.. Guess wat??!!! He's not workin tml n we r goin 2 e Zoo tml!!!! Weeee!!!!! Finally!!!!!!! hahahhahahahhas.. :D Den we took neoprints!! hahas.. so happy!! but i dunno y?? maybe im too 'lucky'.. e printing machine was jammed n our photos cldnt cum out.. so e man gt 2 redo e machine..we waited so long.. den summore e photos were abit spoilt lo.. so i demand em 2 help us change e backup sticker.. I think e lady was rather annoyed by me.. *BleahZz** I am ur customer.. so u cant do anything 2 mi.. Hahahs.. But they dun seem apologetic at al.. No Manners!!! but not their fault.. their machine la.. Old le la.. Must change le..

We went 2 grab a drink at Mac after e phototaking cos Ah bu says tt i dun hv 2 go n teach her le.. we ordered our drinks den we talked quite alot.. Mostly is Penny talk i listen cos i cant raelli tok.. e ulcers r hurting mi so yea.. Hees.. So nice.. So nice 2 jux sit dwn n tok.. hahas.. den after tt Ah Bu msged mi smth that it seems so tough 2 ask mi 2 teach her blah blah blah.. I dun understand wat she meant.. so after consulting Penny.. Ah bu is under stress so she behaves dis way.. RAGHDJHADUHIDYHCDB:ISYDS&DTSDSMABD:OUASGDUASBOA*DGHUADBUADGADBUADGVVDBUDVDVIGVYIDV:DF:TDIVYUFVYUFYFYTUFC

JBUIGDUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHJHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I HATE DIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE TIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT"S SO DAMN UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M A GIRLLLLLLLLLLLL HE"S A BOY>> Y MUZ I GIVE IN!!!!!!!!!!!! Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUKT&*IY*(

DID MY BRACES LE!!!!

2005-04-29T03:27:00.000-07:00

I've finally make my braces le!!! hahas.. but it looks quite ugly.. hahas.. but nvm.. after 2 years den....... a set of neat pearlies!!!! lalalalla:D ... but i din realli think of e consequences.. now den i realise i realli cant eat lotsa things.. Cos i cant bite.. my teeth hurts ar!! hahas.. but jus 4 a few days.. 2dae c peiyu eat until so happy den i cannot eat a single thing.. But glutton mi tried.. but i gave up after a piece.. Hais.. Peiyu u wldnt b so paiseh if my teeth are free.. hahas.. I'll join u in eating happily.. Ahhhhh... So YummY!!!! *Slurp** Went Jieying's hse do proj den after that meet Derick.. We will not have much time 2gether le so mux meet longer.. Will be workin on tis Sun.. All e way til 19 May.. no breaks no off no leave.. ARgghhh!! From 10 in e morn til 10.30 at nite.. Pay is 40 bucks a day!! So Little right~~ hahas.. nvm la.. gain xperience.. hope i can tahan.. Hope i can get along well wif my colleagues.. Hope i can do e tasks faster.. If not later they dun giv mi my 100 bucks.. hahas.. hope e aunties wun be so aggressive.. Orchard classier.. so hope they also will have more class in their behaviour.. hahas.. No time 2 shop oso.. hais.. think go Hong Kong shop le.. but tt place not a shopping paradise.. Arghh!! Dunno la.. c how first.. Want 2 buy so many many things.. Been spending quite alot lately on my teeth.. but i still want 2 shop... I dun CARE!!!! hahas.. Maybe tml goin down 2 Metta School 2 further discuss our proposal with e blur VP.. Hais.. he's so blur n sooooo *^&*%^$(&%(^$%%#(%)%^$%!! n tt receptionist... waste our time.. I miss my friends~~ Miss my darling :(

The Girl By The Window

2005-04-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

Yeah!! I've finally finished reading Totto-Chan.. OMG!! It was a splendid book!!! It is not as simple as a fiction book.. thru it we can learn lessons on life n nature.. it depicts how a man has so much passion for kids.. OMG!! I wan 2 be like him... Next time.. I shant restrict my kids 2 do sumthings.. I'll jux let them develop naturally n not 2 be influenced by others.. By mi their mummy or by others.. Kids r all kind by nature.. Dis I believe.. This book is so fantastic that once i start reading.. I jux cant stop!!! So in 3 hrs.. I read finish e whole book!! n wat's most touching e last part.. OMG!! u guys gt 2 read it man.. It left mi sobbing for quite awhile.. Hais.. Wat's e education system cuming to?? I thot kids r suppose 2 be simple.. Y r they introducing all the complex stuffs 2 em when they hv not even fully understand e nature?? Kids last time r sooo much better than kids now.. Kids last time r jux so simple n innocent n naive.. Go sch.. catch fish.. climb tress.. unlike e kids now.. all living in e world of gadgets.. I pity myself n e kids next time.. But since we r born into this world in tis period then we gt 2 accept e fact n try to be happy with whatever we have rather than brooding over it.. <

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A Book I'll never ever forget~~~

My Tooth Fairy!!!!

2005-04-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

LAlalal.. woke up at 10++ 2dae.. hahas.. surprised ba~~~ cos I wan 2 tidy up my room!!! :D yes.. i did u noe.. at least i did throw away sum rubbish.. vacuum e floor n made my bed.. soo.. not too bad la.. hahhas.. cos Initially shumin peiyu penny n jieying cuming.. but in e end.. i have onli 2 guests.. shumin n peiyu.. Den 2dae i've went 2 extracted 2 of my teeth.. hahahs.. I was DAmn scared at first.. E jabs was hmm.. not too bad la.. e pain still can tahan.. so if u can take e jab.. u can hv ur tooth extracted.. hahas.. i find e part where my teeth r extracted is funny.. Cos my tooth is still strongly bonded wif my gums.. they cant bear 2 part but no choice they have 2.. so e doc have 2 use sum sort of equipment first 2 loosen my tooth.. n next use a small plier 2 force n pull n twist my tooth out.. it wasnt pain at all.. jux scary.. my poor teeth.. gt 2 leave their friend.. gums behind.. but it's ok.. i requested frm my dentist tt i wan 2 take back my teeth 4 keepsake.. yea.. OOopSS!! I forgt 2 take put my teeth frm e cup.. OMG!! wait!! ok back.. my teeth stinks!! hahas.. yea.. anyway.. I was bleeding profusely frm my 2nd extract.. for abt 1 hr ++.. n i think i noe wat's e reason.. a piece of meat was actually still attached 2 e root but i was dangling so in e end i tried 2 push it so that it came offf... Eeee!! Disgusting!! Now I feel abit naked becos there r 2 holes.. hahas.. luckily it's at e back.. if not veri paiseh.. yea.. hahas.. oh yea.. THANKEW Shumin for accompanying mi 2 e dentist.. hahas.. boon la.. so blur.. last min tells mi she cant make it so i asked SHumin.. hahhas.. anyway.. I met boon in e clinic when I was waiting 4 my turn.. yea.. so for my first time tooth extraction frm e dentist.. I gt boon n shumin 2 pei mi!! YEAH!!!den after tt i went home lo.. den SHumin n me were discussing on e project... hahhas.. n after discussing n abit sian liao.. we went 2 find yuwei's DADA!!! hahas.. n guess wat??!! we found him.. hahas.. Lalallalalla... Mi n Shumin were like screaming cos we took quite a long time in finding him.. hahahs.. den later on.. Peiyu came over.. we discussed e rest of e project den they went hm le.. yea.. Now I'm missing my Dear.. I missed him so much!!!!!! Hais.. It always happens when we had a problem e day before or sum sort.. I'll miss him extremely much!!! Lalala.. Oh yea.. ydae went 4 sushi class.. quite a success i wld say.. cos mummy says it's nice!! hahhas.. but e ingredients all tt so expensive.. so will try 2 do that when my pocket is heavy!! Yeah!! tml go shopping!! hahas.. wif my darlings!!! LAlalalla.. So Happy.. Hahahs.. SImin dunnid 2 work le la.. Slack Play Eat Sleep can le.. Argghhh!! I wan 2 Go ZOOOoooo!!!!! Now I'm in a dilemma.. I dunno if I shld keep my teeth for keepsake or put them under my pillow n collect sum hard cash 2ml frm e tooth fairy??!!! Aiya.. I Dunno!! I need money!!! But I wan my teeth too!! How?? Argghhhh!!! C how la.. if i remembers n i my teeth doesnt have e bloody stench anymore.. I will put them under my pillow so that e tooth fairy wun faint when she collects my teeth~~ hais.. Been spending lotsa money on my teeth n shopping.. Poor papa.. Gonna broke le.. always got 2 give mi $$.. Hais.. will not tease him so often next time. hahahs... ok.. Gtg le.. Bye YappunI!!!

2005-04-20T01:11:00.000-07:00

Cant be bothered in updating all my memories these few days.. Damn tis COM!!!! ydae wat i type it's all gone!!!!! DAMN!!!! 2dae I've tried baking pasta.. N OMG!!! it taste terrible.. ok.. not very.. but i have spread too much sour cream n it does not blend in with e romano cheese which is suppose 2 be provolone cheese.. but since i cant find e provolone.. i substitute with romano instead.. perhaps that's e reason.. hmm.. anyway.. we finished more than half of it.. n threw away e rest.. even papa's udon taste so much better.. but Simin.. it's ok.. Shi bAi nai Shi CheNg gOng zHi Mu.. Yea yea.. will keep trying till it taste perfect.. hahas.. poor derick.. gt 2 suffer wif mi.. 2 think i spent almost 30 bucks on e food alone not counting e dish.. hais.. my $$.. DAMN!! shld have spent on those lovely strawberries instead.. n save e rest 4 my whisking machine.. OMG!! I NEED MONEY!!!!! ok.. gt 2 find time 2 look 4 a job.. these few days seems so bz.. Ahhhh.. Miss ANtene... Wish I can Fly over 2 Aust.... Fly.... Fly..... Fly.....ZzZZZZZZzzZZZZzzzz

SADDDDD

2005-04-12T03:59:00.000-07:00

Weeee!!!! 1 more day 2 go.. whahahahhas.. den Free!!!!!!! hope i will be able to complete my studies by tml.. still gt 5 more chaps.. hais.. y m i so so so so so last min n lazy??!!! argghh!! If im not like dis.. den im not Siming.. hahhas... Hais.. so disappointed yea noe.. Ydae Mummy told mi i can go Shanghai.. wah.. after she told mi.. i was like overjoyed!! i even thot of wat 2 buy 4 all my friends relatives n of cos my darling.. hahas.. i even told my mummy dn have 2 send mi off cos it will be a midnight flight.. n she needs 2 work e next morning.. i even asked Liting to replace mi 4 my sushi class... but SOOOOOO SADDD!!!! I shldnt have carry my hopes so high.. 2dae all my hopes are dashed!!!! Mummy told mi that there wouldnt be enuff seats on e plane.. n we shldnt take e risk of not being able 2 board e plane.. so in the end.. I'm gonna stuck in SIngapore for e next week~~~! Arghh!!! so much for Shanghai... Bye bye.. visit ya sum other days.. hahas... you yuan qian li zi hui xiang feng.. but ok la.. den i wldnt have 2 miss my dear soo much n he dun have 2 miss mi sooo damn much.. whahahas..
actually i wanted 2 do smth 4 my class.. i even bought e materials.. found all e pictures.. but due 2 my procrastination n forgetfulness ++ abit of laziness... I din manage 2 do em.. Hais.. Y am I always like tt?? I mux get Lao Da's present done during hols.. Must...
Love my home so much... hahahas.. Love eating home cooked food..
oh yea.. sat boon came over 2 my place.. suppose 2 study but we talked thru e day n nite.. yea.. for dinner.. im cookin pasta.. so i've boiled e pasta.. fry e meat.. ready 2 cook e sauce.. but it's a brand new bottle.. so i tried opening.. I cant.. Boon cant too.. tried pouring hot water.. can't.. use cloth to increase friction.. cant.. use rubber band.. cant.. in the end.. out of desperation.. i approached my neighbour.. ok.. i had my hair tied up.. n i was wearing an apron.. so basically im an ah soh la.. den i stand outside my neighbour's gate holding e bottle of sauce.. e auntie saw.. she shook her head n said dun wan.. i was like huh??? i guess i spoke too softly.. so i said " ke yi bang wo kai ma??" again.. she shook her head.. den i was like huh?? look at boon.. finally after a few secs.. e uncle realised wat i was standing outside his gate for.. E auntie took us 4 salesppl hu wanted 2 sell sum stuffs... hahahas.. nonsense.. sorrie.. not 2 bore u out.. jux 2 remind myself.. so 2 thank em for saving my food.. we gave em a box of chocolates.. hhahahs... nvm.. im tired.. bye...

I NEED CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!

2005-04-08T02:19:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHH!!! EXAMS SUX!!! nah.. si ming sucks more.. always leave revison 2 e veri last min.. already so last min le.. den still slack here n there.. ARHGG!!! I'm so STRESS!! I NEED CHOCOLATES!!!!! ok.. tml's STATISTICS.. i prayyyyyy that i will be able 2 pass!!! I think i have put in e right amt of effort to pas.. Oh pls.. LEMME PASS!!!! I dun wish to go thru e torture again.. so pls.. ThanKEw!!!

Hais.. becos of my stupid habit.. I was damn frustrated irritated n stressed today.. den I talked 2 my dear in that stupid idotic manner.. hais.. y have i let my emotions control me?? that shldnt be e way.. Anyway.. Sorry Dear.. I noe i'm crazy.. Luv ya.. *Muacks** :D cook for u after my exams k.. i'll stuff u til u burst.. hahas.. dun complain abt tt next time.. ;) Meanwhile.. Yappuni.. Wish mi luck in my exams..

FINALLY REALISED MY DREAM!!!!!

2005-04-07T03:03:00.000-07:00

Seah Si Ming.. the blur girl hu has been leading her days wastefully have finally discovered her dream!!! hahas.. after living aimlessly for 17++ years.. Seah Si Ming found out that she wants 2 become a food gourmet/food critic.. hahas.. yea.. it suits her yet it's unsuitable for her too.. it suits her cos she loves 2 eat.. she's a glutton.. n ++ she loves 2 goes n hunt 4 gd food(if she's in e mood..) but it doesnt suits her cos everything that she doesnt hates n u stuff into her mouth.. she'll always say it's Bagus!!! hahas.. yea.. but I think she's taking this for real.. so Seah Si Ming would hope that if anybody knows any food gourmet.. can u introduce tt special person 2 her.. Thanks.. N it's Her dream.. So pls encourage her.. Thankew!!!! :)

Hahas..so happy.. 2dae din study so much lo.. thot can complete all e chaps.. but i'm still left wif 4 chaps.. 2dae onli study 2 chaps ar!!!! tml muz chiong liao.. hais.. 2dae Ziyu make Delicious fruity soup 4 us!! hahas.. so sweet!!! Love it so much.. But abit guilty la.. we make her cook for us den hai her no time 2 study for her test.. hais.. So bad ar!!!! so after i've chanced upon my dream while talkin 2 Ah bu on her future.. We decided to go n try e every corner of e food in Singapore.. Hmm.. I want 2 try Chicken Rice first.. So try Yishun.. den ang mo kio.. khatib.. so many.. den after e cheap chicken rice.. we shall go 4 e more high class de.. Mandarin Hotel.. 15 bucks per plate.. yea.. expensive ar.. Aiyo.. It's an expensive dream.. but nvm la.. I'm willing to.. hahas.. ok.. gtg n slp so tml can wake up earlier to study.. So happY lei.. Finally I noe wat i wan.. Whahahhahs!!!!!!

Half-Year Anni!!!

2005-04-06T04:07:00.000-07:00

Yappuni!!! U noe wat day is 2dae?? i mean ydae.. It's my HAlf year anniversary wif Derick!!!! Whahahhas.. So fast.. nah.. quite slow le.. hahas.. so happy.. Actually I'm e heartless 1.. I forgot that 2dae is e day.. Until he asked.. Hais.. Im so forgetful.. Anyway.. I'm so Happpy!!! Hahahs.. HAd Swensen's 2dae.. Fish BAked Rice.. Missed it sooo much.. E fries.. OMG!! So nice!!!! e ice-cream.. Heavenly but Sinful!!! hahas.. had a sinful treat 2dae.. aiyo.. FAT ar!!!!! after exams.. mux jian fei.. hahas.. hope i have e determination.. 2dae is jux so happy lo.. forget abt that stupid pot.. cant.. I almost burnt e house n turned us into roasted pigs.. Hais.. My Mummy din scold mi.. instead she gave mi e cold treatment.. Hais.. 2dae soo happy.. Manage to study 4 7 hrs... whahahhas.. First time lo.. 7 hrs.. so happy.. feel so satisfied.. hahhhas.. ok.. it's now veri 'early'... so I gotta go n orh le.. Hees.. So Happy... lalallalalallalallalallla... Half year... hahahs..... NiteZz...ZZzzZZzzzZZzzzzzzZZZZzzzzzzzz

DIE!!!!

2005-04-05T02:25:00.000-07:00

Today had MOB's exam.. It wasnt that tough.. Could ans most of it.. But there are a few mistakes.. Mummy cooked tomato soup again.. This time is even yummier.. Tml finally can meet my darling le.. hahas.. Wat e scallop??!! hahas.. sounds familiar?? yea.. it's taken from spongebob's movie.. so hilarious.. I was luffing non-stop.. especially the Goofy Goober song... whahahhahas.. I'm a goofy goober yeah:) Watched The eye 10 recently.. It was not that horrifying as the images of the movie did not haunt mi 4 a night.. But as usual.. I'm still unable 2 open my eyes to watched the entire show properly.. N useless mi.. I even screamed into my palm at one scene.. Hais.. when will I be more brave to face all these?? WHen will I be able to grow up?? I know that it's damn irritating for mi to whine everyday.. every min.. I'm sick of it.. My family's sick of it.. my friend's sick of it.. N Derick's also sick of it.. Arghhh!!! When will SIming grow matured???? Hais.. I hope the day will come soon.. Exams has jus started and I already had plans on what to do during my exams.. Hais.. no exam mood.. Holiday's mood already creeping in.. Arghh!! I haven even touched on stats.. PACC and even ECONS.. hais.. gt 2 realli work harder if I'm determined to go tourism.. Gd night.. All the best for my exams:) hahhahhas..

D-Day's for mi tml..

Was warned n reminded to turn off the stove...

I completely forgot..

Pungent smoke fills the air when i lift the lid...

Nearly got suffocated... I was coughing badly..

Inside is all black and smoky...

No sign of red soup with tomatoes, cabbages, onions and potatoes......

Only solid black charcoal...

Gonna get screwed badly tml..

Peeps.. Wish mi luck... =....(

My LAziness againnnn

2005-04-03T03:33:00.000-07:00

It's now 3.19am.. I felt so hard-working all of a sudden.. Woah.. ydae i slept at 4 becos I was studying n now I study till 3.. hahas.. but i deserved it.. 2dae I went out.. was suppose to go for jocelyn's birthday celebration.. but in the end, the 3 of us so sian.. i mean we r like total outcasts.. so Pris tried to escape.. we went 2 have lunch at cuppage.. Hais.. Missed the Curry Chicken Rice but too bad.. cant eat:( so was struggling over ginger beef rice n sweet n sour pork rice.. E Auntie so rude lei.. sit down at e empty seat beside me.. presure mi ar.. hai wo make e wrong choice.. e pork rice is not veri gd.. But e fries is soooo nice... but quite salty.. ok.. den we msged jocelyn to say that we suddenly have smth on n cant go le.. she asked y?? we went 2 find her for a while then we left.. went in e room den i realised we r totally wierd.. she dun entertain us 1 lo.. so bad.. anyway.. It's a gd thing that we left.. den we went gai gai.. hahas.. So Happy lei.. Can go out wif Pris n Lydia.. So long long long din c em le.. Den we took neo-prints.. STupid** we were supposed to choose 6, but we onli manage 2 choose 2 cos we din realised the time left... &*%%$*^%#*&%(^.. den went shopping.. lalallla.. ok.. den cum back.. bathe.. ready 2 study.. thinkin that rest for awhile wun mind.. on e telly.. simpsons's on telly.. hahas.. so happy.. watched til 7.30.. want 2 go dwn n buy food.. OMG!! today is the Miss Singapore's pageant.. hahs.. so yea.. as usual.. I continue 2 watch.. Rebecca Lim so sweet looking!!!! but in e end Cheryl Tay is e winner.. ok la.. she's e sexiest n quite alot of confidence in her.. quite cute la.. ok.. show ends.. start studying on my MOB.. 1 chap past.. mum's back.. eat with her.. aiyo.. FAT le ar!!! den i suggested watching vcd.. in e end i watched til 2.. Went 2 do anit of stuffs n find smth 2 munch so that i wun feel so sleepy.. yea.. so that's how i studied till tis time.. hahas.. When is my auntie visiting mi??? I'm so not myself these few days.. SO torturing 2 mi n e rest!! Arghhh!!! ok.. Need 2 go n sleep le.. tml still muz wake up 2 study.. Hais.. Think that's gonna be my life for 10 days.. den free!!! Weeee!!! okok.. I hope that I will have e determination n motivation 2 study n DUN BE LAZY!!!!!!! NiteZz Yappuni.. Sorry 2 disturb u at tis hr..

A damn boring entry

2005-04-02T01:14:00.000-08:00

Awww.. no more April's Fools Day.. Received several pranks.. Jack called mi last night.. 1++.. He said.. "Siming.. I gt something very impt 2 tel u".. I was like yea.." tell mi la".. "Joseph's hospitalised.. He was knocked down by a motorcycle when he was skating.. He got his knee dislocated".. I thought abt it.. "Ay.. April Fools so u bluff mi rite".. He scolded me.. "I wouldnt joke about this kind of things, I'm very serious" "ok.. den??" " How?? Do u want to visit him tml??" "Yea..ok" Den I asked.." How do you know he gt hit??" "GekTeng called to tell me" "How did she noe??" "I dunoo" ok.. so we discussed on what time to meet.. so I asked"Which hospital??" "I dunno" "Den how to go n visit him??" "I dunno" "Y everything you dunno??" Den he goes........."Cos.......it's APRIL'S FOOLS DAY!!!!" Damned him.. I realli thot it's real.. so worried.. den worry for nth.. But nvm.. I paid him back.. Hahas.. Jack.. GOTCHA!!!! okok.. but after this I gt smart.. hahas.. Derick din manage to trick mi either.. I manage to trick him back.. Hahahas.. AM I smart or wat?? ok.. was supposed 2 start studying my MOB on 3.. watched cartoon.. watched half-way.. fall asleep.. gt disturbed by sum undefined noises goin on the telly.. Opened my eyes.. WAt the Hell?? It's 7!!! quickly bathe den start studying abit.. watched Jie Da Huan Xi.. cooked my Dinner till 9.. Messaged relevant ppl 2 tell em abt tml.. n OMG I was damn pissed at first.. One by one telling they cant make it at the last minute.. Sum sick la.. sum gt meeting.. den sum need to study.. But it's our friend's 18th birthday.. but nvm lo.. cant force them.. SO tml.. it's onli left wif 3 ppl.. mi lydia n pris goin 2 celebrate with her.. pathetic right?? ok.. den start studying at 9.. in the midst.. was smsing all e way.. studied 3 chaps until 12.30.. goin 2 mugg for another 2 more chaps.. So.. goin to start soon.. Yappuni~~ WIshed mi all de best 4 my exams.. Pray for miracle to happen.. NiteZz BB..

I finally realised I cant lose him...

2005-03-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

I miss my darling.. I miss him I love Him.. **Muackss** dis isnt called public display of affection right?? it's my diary.. yea.. recently.. there's jux smth between us.. I dunno wat is it.. smth that has caused us 2 have so many frustrations?? iszit becos of his work n of my PMS?? i dunno... but there is smth wierd.. Gotta find out soon.. Found out 2dae that I cant lose him.. :( I din manage 2 study again.. watched vcds e whole day.. Arghh.. GOnna chiong 3 chaps of MOB later.. Hais.. Totally no mood.. So Tired.. Go get sum food n perk mi up.. Yea.. Y doesnt he tag mi???? Is it true that all guys r e same?? they treat u realli good at first.. they promise tt they will treat u e same way in e future.. but it always doesnt cum out dis way.. hais.. watever.. I jux love him.. Yeah!! I'm gonna get braces.. lalallala... Thankew Papa.. * huGgIeXx* ydae went out wif mummy n ah bu.. hahas.. we had nice food.. at Phin's..I think mine's e nicest.. 2 grilled dory fillets..it's cheap too$9.90.. compared 2 my 2 mummys both $18++.. especially mummy.. e portion is so lil.. ah bu even have 2 giv half e potato 2 her.. hahs.. mux go there often.. Dear finally went 2 c e doc.. I hope all will goes well for him n his $$ will be worth it.. Gtg n mugg le.. Bye Yappuni.. I lurve my Dear...*Muacks**

I CANT SEEM TO STUDY.. NO DETERMINATION!!!!!

2005-03-26T15:45:00.000-08:00

Argggghhhh!!!! Y am i born so lazy?? Y am i born so lazy?? Y am i born so lazy??!!!! For the past 3 days.. I've onli studied for like 3 chaps for MOB!!! OMG!! I have so many more to cover n I dun have e drive to study... Yesterday.. I told myself that I wan 2 finish 4 chaps.. I woke up at 12++.. Start my revision at like 3.. den studied till 4++.. After that, my mummy came home.. talked with her.. c mag.. den I completely forgot I gotta study.. N when i realised that, It's dinner time.. Had dinner.. Yeah.. Nice tomato soup.. Lurve Mummy~~ I'm starting to dislike outside food le.. hahas.. yea.. den watched vcd.. den watched tv allll e way.. n I onli completed 1 chap.. hahas.. 2dae I want 2 cover 3 chaps. but after my 1st chap.. I went 2 laze ard.. eat.. den on my com.. yes.. n dis is wat i do.. Haiyozz.. But hu is to be blame?? I chose dis road myself.. Argghhh~~ Tourism.. DUn leave mi alone!!! I jus cant study at home.. So many things 2 distract mi.. I cant study outside too.. i will get distracted too.. OMG!! I gotta work extra hard in order to get into tourism... But i cant!! I dun wan 2 go MARKETING or SUPPLY CHAIN!!!! I need to find a job.. I think I shant be choosy now.. Waitress I'll jux take.. but will they want mi?? I'm so slow.. I need money$$$$$ I need money$$$$$ I need money!!!!!!!!!! Need money for so many lessons.. need money 2 buy clothes.. buy stuffs that i like.. food that i like.. No.. I dun need money.. i want more money!!! Whahahahhas.. ok.. i'm gettin abit cranky.. hees.. so happy.. getting my contacts at like 4 mths time.. lalala.. finally.. after like a damn long wait of 2 years.. hahas.. but i guess it wun make much difference.. Why cant human be contented with what they have?? Y mus they go against God's creations?? hahas.. My teeth is damn horrible.. Shld i get braces?? c.. i'm not contented.. hahas.. oh yea.. Ideas presntation was finally over.. FINALLY!!! lallalala.. ok. gotta get ready for shopping!! hahas.. 3 weeks of staying at hm n sch.. I'm deprived of shopping.. Bye Yappuni.. Take care.. BTW.. Kunni's getting fatter...

NOT BEEN MYSELF

2005-03-23T01:16:00.000-08:00

i've not been myself lately.. I'm getting very emotional.. I can like jus cry for no reason.. for e food i cant eat in school n that mummy will always try 2 cook nice food for me to eat.. Hais.. I LurVe my MUMMY!!!! these few days.. when she's at hm.. I'll call her like twice a day wen i'm in sch n i'll be very happy when it's time to go home.. hahs.. Jus like being in my hse wen papa n mummy is at hm.. It's so fun.. Not like sch.. Gt to be independent.. I know tt independent is gd.. but I jus dun like e feeling.. I can adapt to it.. but it's jux tt I'm veri dependent on my family n friends.. Hais.. zhang bu da.. But my poly friends are veri good friends.. Jux tt Poly Life SUX!!!! hais.. n my scars are still there VISIBLY.. n pimples r popping out.. ARGHHH!!!!!! although I dun like Poly life cos alot of projects n cant realli get veri close with our friends.. I still Like my classmates alot.. My class.. My friends.. All of em.. They r all veri nice ppl n everyone is so unique.. Hais.. I'll miss my class.. seriously.. I think we r so far yet so near.. U can feel their prescence even when they r not there.. oo ya.. 2dae my mummy cooked nice food for mi again.. hahas.. PORK CHOP!!!!! n ++ with TOMATO SAUCE!!! OMG!!! so niCE!!!! hahas.. aiyo.. wo de shou suan le.. tok another time.. n widh mi luck for our IDEAS presentation tml;)

Count your blessings...

2005-03-19T23:31:00.000-08:00

Hees.. Yappuni.. Long time no c.. hahs.. Hungry?? Shuhui says u r so I came 2 feed u.. But u will have a sumptuos meal today.. I have so many things to say..finally CRS is over!!! So glad that it's finally over.. Overall our grp did well... So quite satisfied.. happy!! hahas.. even Eric did not bad.. But we realli dunno wat's wrong with him.. He came for CRS presentation but he din go for Econs presentation.. N recently he has not been attending for lessons but sum of our classmates says that they saw him in the bus-stop. In my point of view, I think that he seriously hates our class to the core.. He doesnt wants to face us but at the same time his mum is strict with him.. so he has to 'pretend' to go to sch.. Maybe he has smth which all of us dunno.. Smth terrible happened to him n he has no 1 to confide to.. All I hope now is that Chen Yen Yin will be able to help him n solve his problem.. He cant continue to be like tt.. He gt 2 learn e survival skills in the society next time.. Hais.. Hope he knew that we meant well.. After sch, we went to watch Disney on Ice.. OMG!! it was so damn damn damn nice n glam.. Their skills are superb.. The props n costumes are all so veri veri beautiful!! The choreography was gd too.. N ++ we gt a gd view;) It was definitely worth the money.. After that, we went to Changi Airport to go c planes.. hahs.. Guess only we gt the' xing qing' to c planes.. Den we played a game.. A game on the ranking of us getting married.. n yes.. I'm ranked No. 1 to be married off first.. Hahs.. I think it's fate.. Hais... nONONO.. I dun wan 2 be tied down so fast.. Dun wan 2 becum a huang lian po so fast... Hahas.. But I do want to have my family.. 2nd is tadah.. Our gentle shumin.. Hees.. Den third cums Yuwei.. She was so happy that she was e third.. Hahs.. Next is Jieying.. Yes.. Beautiful girl who knows how 2 balance her life.. Den fifth cums our Peiyu.. hahas.. I'm sure certain things will change in her expectations when she's at her 2o's.. On the second last isisisisis.. GRACE!!! Yes.. that makes our Penny Da Jie the last.. it was quite fun 2 know how ppl think of u.. hahas.. we shall c la.. Yea.. after that we went home.. It was FUN!!!! for the entire day.. Hees.. Den on sat morning, I woke up.. ok.. Saturday 19 March 2005.. Impt date.. hahas.. But all went well after tt.. Hais.. I should have realli count my blessings.. I'm so tired these few days.. Hais.. I cant eat lotsa things.. In sch, I can onli have prata, teriyaki salmon don, n rice with veggies, hashbrown n fishcake.. That's all U noe.. So damn PAthetic.. N I felt so bad.. I had passed my pox virus to Doron.. OMG!! I was so sad when I heard that.. But he said he's fine.. I hope it will not affect his results at the end of the year.. Decides to give him an ice-cream treat when he returns back to sch.. hais.. 1 more project to go den exams.. den hols!!!! yeah!! Finally can enjoy.. Hees.. I hope I can work n earn sum cash for the lessons.. I wish that my scars on my face and body n neck n hands will go away soon.. N my specs looks wierd.. It looks funny.. But anyway.. nvm.. So be it.. It's fate.. Oh yea.. ask u guys a question.. which will u choose?? cup or pail?? tag mi ur ans k.. til then......

HAhass

2005-03-10T02:08:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.. So late le im still awake.. HAis.. Jux finished watching a drama.. Aiyo.. thot i was tired but after visiting derick's website.. suddenly e sleep worm has left me.. No longer tired.. hahas.. maybe after dis.. e sleep worm will come back again.. Hees.. Spent another day at hm.. Woke up at 10++.. Mummy keep on making mi make mi cant slp.. hahs.. den had breakfast.. watch tv.. use e com.. Eat lunch.. watch tv.. use com.. derick cums... do his project.. aiyo.. waste our time.. hahas.. but ideas cum when they like.. so cant blame.. Left 2 more pages.. N ernest bluff mi.!!! he din cum online 2dae... Arghhh.. gt 2 wait 4 another day 2 get e lyrics.. Peel off sum dried pox 2dae.. 1 is accidentally, 2 is itchy hand... It's an illnes.. I know.. How can any conscience person go and peel their dried pox knowing it will leave a mark.. hahas.. arghhh!!! wat am i doin?? 2dae's dinner wasnt veri yummy... Din get 2 eat e veggie n e fish I wanted... Hais.. shld have cooked brocolli since he din even eat e 'xiao bai cai'... Aiyo.. Mummy say he hen nan ci hou.. hahas.. wat to do.. den we did summore.. rest.. tok.. Argue.. Yea.. Y cant they jus let me try 2 go 2 e pub for jus once.. So they I'll be convinced that that kind of life is not suitable for me... Jux by telling me.. Im not convinced.. I think I'm determined 2 jux try 4 once.. N my Specs is ready.. Gonna collect em next week.. Ahhs.. I dunno if it will look nice with e thick lens.. Hope so.. Dun wanna regret.. Oh GOD!! Pls let it be presentable on me!!! Finally can change specs.. After like 3 long n draggy years.. AHhas.. I Miss my Friends.. Miss my Friends in Poly.. Miss my Buddies... Miss my lao gong.. Miss my lao da.. Miss my grumpy grandma.. miss leslleboo.. Miss Boon... Miss Sis.. Miss ah bu.. Miss Debbie.. Priscilla.. Lydia.. AH gong.. Kor n e list goes on n on n on... Hais.. Miss them all.. Miss wearing my black sandals.. Miss wearing uncomfortable clothes.. Ahhs.. Miss e MRT... miss the time waiting for Peiyu 2 go sch together.. Miss everything.. 2 weeks seems so long yet so fast.. Ahahs.. Cant believe that time passed so fast.. Alright.. I gtg le.. NiteZz Yappuni.. Eat more k.. Eat more like Kunni.. He's fat now.. hahas.. So Happy.. Gd Night peeps... BB

2005-03-09T01:29:00.000-08:00

ARGHHHH!!! WHAT I WROTE IS GONE!!! SO DAMN IRRITATED!!! I"M SO TIRED AND NOW GIV ME TIS KIND OF SHIT!!! ARGHHHH!!! STUPID COM!!!! TO THE HELL WITH YOU!!!!!!

nahnahnah.. it's not e right way siming.. Ur com gives u so many benefits.. Dun blame it.. Yea Yappuni.. Alright.. I was jus kinda pissed off.. but now i'm fine.. but i'm lazy 2 re-type my entry so i guess i gtg now k.. I'm tired.. Anyway.. i miss my friends:( Miss everybody... Hope 2 b back soon.. But dun be afraid of my appearance.. I'm still e same old Simin.. Jux wif a few polka dots all over my face..Hahhas.. I wun turn nuts or evil over tt so it's ok.. I wun harm.. My pox will.. so those hu r still strangers wif chick pox.. Stay away from me!!!!!! hahahs.. ok.. i gtg n slp le bb

2005-03-09T01:24:00.000-08:00

Yappuni YAppuni Yappuni!!! hello.. I'm quite tired now.. Suddenly gt alot of things 2 do.. No more sian.. AHhas.. I think im gonna leave alot of pox scars on my face!!! I DUN WAN!!! my itchy hand go n scratch em.. Arghh.. ALL e dead skin cum out!!! ARGHHH!!! STUPID HAND>>>> CHOP OFF AR!!! ARGHHH!!! I dun wan any scars!!!! already so ugly le.. WIf e scars.. I DUnno how 2 survive ar!!!!! Aiyo.. anyway.. 2dae e dinner was great!! hahas.. delicious.. although we are quite pathetic.. 1 dish n 1 soup.. hahas.. but e veggie is nice.. so SWEET!! hahas.. poor derick.. guess he wun feel comfortable eating tt.. but luckily e soup was gd!!! AHhshs... Love Mummy:) Oh yea.. Dear came over 2dae!! hahas.. So happy.. We talked n played.. Hahs.. So fun.. But we were very hard-working too.. We discussed on how 2 do his project.. ahahs.. C.. Both of us are so serious.. Finally I gt 2 slp in my room 2dae.. ahhas.. cos i need 2 use e com so I asked papa 2 go back 2 his rm 2 slp.. But jux now i went in.. OMG!!! so noisy!!! Thunderous Snoring Sounds.....*BOOM**BOOM**BOOM*... hahas... Mummy cannot tahan so she's cumin over 2 slp wif mi later... Hahas.. Sometimes I wonder.. Iszit a good thing to be so nice and obedient sometimes?? When u r too obedient.. ppl find u too peaceful n boring.. But when u start behaving 'ye man'ly(i forgot e eng word 4 it), ppl say u have changed!!! OMG!!! homosapiens are such wierd creatures.. hahs.. Im so happy.. Heard tt my friends all misses mi.. hahas.. I mIss them too.. I noe i'm gonna get lotsa shit when I return back 2 poly.. hahs.. I dunno how 2 face others with my face... E 'dried pox' are still there.. Aiyo.. Will I get caught by the police.. Sum wierd-diseased girl walkin ard in the public.. AHhs.. I dunno.. We shall c.. Ok.. I gtg n slp le.. Gd niteZz Yappuni.. BB..

WOOT!!!

2005-03-07T17:42:00.000-08:00

YApPuni!!!! I tell yea smth.. I'm so Happy!!!!!!!! Hahahs.. First.. U have a new set of clothes wif music summore... Second.. My Tag board works.. SO peeps muz cum n tag mi k... Muz make it a lively blog.. IF not YAppuni will feel bored... THiRD!!!! I've gt a new sound card= I can listen 2 songs n music in my com itself!!! AHhahs.. All thanks 2 Kelvin... HElp mi wif e sound card.. AIYO... Thankew!!!!! I'm so damn happy lo.. 40 bucks is worth it man!!! HAhas.. N he bought candies for mi... AHhas.. N 2dae my Mummy's porridge is so nice!!! SO sweet... ABC porridge.. N i wanna thank my Mummy for everything... for taking care of mi when im sick.. For helping mi 2 do dis n tt.. For trying 2 cook nice pasta for mi.. For takin leave 2 look after mi.. Aiyo>.. Mummy.. U so gd!!!! *HuGgIeXx** AHhash... Hmmm.. peeps ignore e pics.. I'm gonna put my pics.. Tt's so irrelevant.. Hahas... so ignore tt... ok.. I'm feeling much better now.. BUt my pox are still there so i cannot go out yet.. Ppl will be scared of mi so i think gt 2 wait 4 another week.. My projs are gonna get kosong... aiyo.. I dun wan 2 be a foward module student next year!!! ARghhh.. HOW???!!! aiya.. dunno la.. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi.. I miss my friends!! Hais.. Hope to c em soon.. Anyway.. 2dae's a happy day!!!!! :)

Polka-dots-ger!!!!!

2005-03-03T22:27:00.000-08:00

YaPpUni!!!! I'm so tong ku!!! I'm down with chicken pox!!! I gt it frm Mummy.. Aiyo.. It's a kid virus n i gt it.. And now i look so ugly!! Hhas.. I'm all covered with calamine lotion.. 1 dot here n there.. N especially my face.. OMG!!! I'm so afraid tt it will leave a scar.. I think i'll cry like hell if it does.. Chicken pox means i can stay at hm for ard 10 days.. tt's wat e doc says but i dun tink it's possible.. Ppl will get scared seeing my face like tt so i think im gonna be quarantined longer... My projects.. Hais.. I dunno wat to do.. Guess gonna get an egg for e projects.. ARGHHHH!!! I DUN WANNA END UP IN SUPPLY CHAIN NEXT YEAR!!!! hais... but now i'm enjoying gd life man.. Dunnid 2 go sch.. Although i miss my friends la.. Wake up at 10++ eat watch tv sleep eat watch tv sleep hahs.. dunnid 2 do housework summore.. den gt ppl cook n wash for mi.. Aiyo~~~ mummy asked if i felt useless.. I dun think so.. cos it's jux once in a blue moon.. So i mux try 2 enjoy tis life more.. OMG!! I cant even phrase my eng properly.. Oh yea.. they had already gt back their results.. Hmmm.. not veri gd though.. N now i have so many many many things tt i cant eat... I cant even eat eggs!! jux boiled vegetables/meat n sum steamed fish.. HAhas.. N i gotta abstained from those for 4 mths.. OMG!!! hahas.. I dunno how im gonna survive.. N im gonna be rich after i'm all ready to go out cos papa stil gives mi allowance everyday!!! hahahhas... Can buy lotsa stuffs.. alright.. got to go le.. my papa wanna sleep le..he's sleeping in my room n im sleeping wif mummy for like dunno how many more days.. Whhhheeeeee!!!! BB!!! Polka_Dots_Gal;)

MUAHAHHAHAHAHHA

2005-02-23T14:43:00.000-08:00

Hello.. jus drop by 2 visit u Yappuni.. Hhasa.. I'm now in sch attending my ITAB lesson.. Finally.. all was over.. Hmm.. Quite happy la.. t'cher said we did gd.. but workin wif em is veri fun lo.. Jux after we complete our proj our few days.. I was sitting on e couch n suddenly i felt abit sad tt e whole project has finished.. I dunno y lei.. hahas.. But it was realli gd workin wif em.. We joke n play n do n work on e same time.. I have jux applied MOB to this feeling.. After e grp's project..we will have mixed feelings.. happy tt finally everything has ended.. we dun have 2 stay back after sch or visiting their houses to complete our project.. Sad tt we cant work together again.. It's not tt we cant work wif one another... we always c each other n work together but i dunno lei this kind of feelings cum in.. Jus like wen i left my Overseas Canada trip.. But not tt dramatic la.. hahas.. i din cry at least.. Yea.. Den i've elarnt many things thru this project.. Hmm.. from Penny that we must try 2 do things to our utmost best.. Yea.. ok.. now they say my entry veri long.. so im trying to end it over here.. Ahahs.. but wat 2 do.. I'm naggy la.. I'll be a naggy old grandmother next time.. Ahhas.. Jux like what Ann n mi agree to do.. The jolly n grumpy grandmothers...!!!! MUahahahhas... Till then.. check out for our stories n cartoons on e grandmothers.. OKOKOK.. BB!!!!!

2005-02-21T08:54:00.000-08:00

I hate to be wat i am now... I hate 2 be e obedient girl... I dislike myself to always listens to ppl n let them lead by my nose.. I HATE ALL THIS!!!! I wan to have a stand of my own.. I wanna noe wat i wan in life n everything.. I dun wan to always get influenced by what others say.. I'm not gonna let the others lead by the nose... Y cant i always voiced out how i feel?? Y mus i always go hmm hmmm hmmm n in the end i irritates ppl wif my silence??? Y am i born in dis way????? ARGHHHHH!!!! i know im at fault to behave like tt but u think i want it??? ALll i can do is vent my frustrations n anger on typing.... My poor keyboard1!!!!!!!!! I felt very bad in mi too.. I felt like an autistic child... But i jux cant say anything.. U think i want it.. Let mi tell u... If u think u felt terrible wif mi behaving like tt.. i'm no more better than u.. What!!! Knowing tt i cant speak in times like dis.. Hearing u getting frustrated becos of stupid mi n i always end up sayin e wrong things/???? U think i like it dis way??? U think i want it to be like dis??? NO!!!!! how i wished tt i can speak what i think n feel.. I'm sick n tired of all my cold wars... It looks peaceful but it's damn more complicated than e outbreak of war outside.. Everything is happening in u... NO NOISE NO EMOTIONS... Imagine witnessing a war wif none of these???!!! will u feel terrible???? hais.. i guess im autistic in sum ways... How can any normal person cant speak wat he/she feels in times like this?????

Happy shalallalalallallla....

2005-02-08T00:42:00.000-08:00

HEEEEEEEEES!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEE!!!!! SO damn happy 2dae!!!!!! 2dae's reunion dinner was GREAT!!!!!! hahahs.. every1 was enjoying emselves.. everyone's eating happily.. none was polite or anything.. I mean they were not shy.. Hhahahs.. SO HAPPYYYYY!!!! plus plus plus 2dae I finally gt 2 c my DEAR!!!!!!!!! hahahahhahs.... It's been sooooooooo longggg since i saw him.. n i've been missing him veri badly so i'm so dammnnnn Happy elated overjoyed when I saw him.. WAH!!! hahhas.. n plus plus.. there's alot of food on e table 2dae.. AHhahs.. n plus plus finally my stupid sis cum my hse.. HAhahs.. Wif her boy tt is.. SO long din c her le.. Hees!!!! aiyo.. SO HAPPPY!!!!!! n plus plus my ah bu n Derick didnt quarrel or stuffs like tt.. Guess ah Bu is damn 'HIGH' 2dae.. OMG!!! ahhs.. But it's a gd thing.. plus plus my papa din went out after e dinner.. He's now sleeping!! hahahs.. C.. I knew he's a gd papa.. Jux hv 2 tel him nicely la.. He'll listen.. n 2dae was fun at Peiyu's hse too.. Juz tt we r wasting alot of time.. Hahas.. Can u guys like imagine how happy am i today?? Hahhs.. I'm as happy as a lark!!!!! Alallalallalallallalallala.... ok.. tml i gt 2 get up early.. SO i gtg le.. YapPuNi~~ U jux hv 2 know tt u r fed wif happy sweet delicious informations 2dae... Ahahhshs... BB.. NiteZz

SAD:( n HAPPY:)

2005-02-07T01:45:00.000-08:00

Hello YapuNni.. It's a sad day for mi 2dae.. My papa dun wanna mi 2 care abt him my mummy's not recovering frm her cough.. HAis.. My dear is so disappointed in mi n .......... BUT.. Nevertheless, today we had great fun in Penny's hse.. It was cool anyway.. to go 2 her hse.. HAhas.. I lazy bum she is.. Jux like mi.. Saw Peiyu's blog.. HAhas.. Peiyu, nobody except e 4 of us will understand e crap we had 2dae.. Hahs.. But it was Great!!! HAhas.. n Penny's hse wasnt tt messy after all.. Mine is worse than hers.. But 2dae while i'm not at hm my Mummy cleaned up my rm for mi.. ahahs.. *MUACKS**** So I tidied abit of my stuff.. IT still looks messy la.. but there's sum changes after all.. Perhaps 3%?? yea.. guess it's ard there.. Actually we din realli did much in her hse.. Discuss type tok luff eat drink.. Yea.. Tt's abt it.. Not much work is done.. But we felt satisfied.. Hahas.. I dunno y.. Readin all my other friend's blog.. I find tt e things i mentioned in my blog sounds veri childish.. Compared to theirs.. Oh yea.. Tml we're gonna hv our FIRST EVER PIGGY SEAH"S FAMILY reunion dinner.. Hahs.. SO XCITED abt it.. lookin forward to it.. It's e first time lo.. Usually we wil go mama's hse 2 eat but dis yr it's diff!!!
YEAH!! finally.. after like so many years.. AHahs.. n we r gonna invite our family members over.. Hees.. Hope Ah bu will find tt there are enuff utensils.. Oh yea.. tml mux buy more spoons.. If not she'll complain if sum1 has 2 use e pathetic teaspoon again.. AHhas.. I guess i hv 2 limit myself on wat im blogging.. Ppl say tt my entries are all veri long.. Iszit.. ok.. i noe.. BB

Sorry Yappuni~~~

2005-02-06T00:51:00.000-08:00

Yo!! Yapunni.. I'm so damn sorry.. hhas.. but glad u r still alive.. heard that quite a number of peeps came 2 visit u yea.. Good for you!! hmm.. ok.. let mi c.. let mi feed u wif sum really boring stuff>>> wat happen in my day 2dae.. hahs.. not much happened though.. I woke up in e morning at 10.. brush teeth din wash face den i went 2 e bank.. OMG!!! e queue is like so damn long.. it extends all e way 2 e entrance n further further n much more further.. So I waited 4 like ard 1 hr or more 2 wait for my turn 2 jus withdraw a pathetic sum of 200 bucks.. queue with an empty stomach juz to withdraw 2oo bucks.. OMG!! cant imagine i actually did tt.. how silly!! ok.. so i rushed back home watch tv get ready 2 meet daying n bei-er but they r leavin at 5 n im goin at 2.. so in e end i din went 2 meet em.. i stayed at hm n slp.. slept for 2 hrs den my mum called.. so once again i get ready 2 go n meet her.. Poor mummy.. She haven gt bac her voice.. hahas.. Poor gurl~~ OMG.. I'm so mean.. she's sick n im here luffin.. but she's really hilarious wen she's sick.. so yea.. ok.. my body is growing laterally.. I mean i'm serious.. seeing my reflection in e mirror makes mi wonder if i'm pregnant or wat?! my tummy is like bulging out.. my arms r huge my leg is jus like a 'da xiang tui', my face is growin 2 a shape of hamburger.. OMG!!!!! hu's to blame?? Seah Si Ming!! Glutton Pig.. hahas.. I mean i can eat n eat n eat.. i'm attracted 2 glorious food n mostly i cant resist em.. I dunno wat will becum of mi wen i'm old.. e next lydia sum??? hahas.. OMG!! imagine tt.. ok.. I think i'm really determined 2 go on a diet.. but after CNY la.. hahs.. i cant resist all e temptations of e goodies.. Yum!!!! Sweets is 1 big thing which I'm gonna cut cut cut.. My sugar intake is so damn high.. guess tt's half e reason y i've becum wat i am now.. ok.. surprised y i started blogging again.. cos i saw other's blog n i've started blogging again.. it once again spark an interest in mi.. hahs.. san fen zhong re du.. OMG.. I miss him Soooooo dammMMMmm Much!!!!!!!!!!!! hais.. but i get 2 endure endure endure.. no throwing of tantrums.. no sulkin of faces.. he's already so tired n wearied out so I'm not gonna make him any more worse.. I gt 2 stay cheerful n happy so he wun feel do bad.. ok.. gtg slp le.. tml gt 2 wake up early 2 pei Mummy go buy more goodies( for e benefit of myself) n after tt we r goin 2 Penny's hse.. hahas.. she claims tt her hse is damn messy.. we shall c abt it!!! Cya guys.. I hope tt my interest wun go off.. NiteZ YappuNI!!!

2004-12-25T18:06:00.000-08:00

Sorry YaPpUni~~ Guess i've been damn lazy these few days.. hais.. im not in a veri good mood now.. expecting 2 celebrate papa's b'dae 2night but e idea was smashed by e stupid idiotic 3 members of e Seah's Family.. Papa seah: " Quick.. decide where u guys wanna go lei.. Decide fast b4 i changed my mind to go n play mahjong..(Stupid mahjong) Mummy Seah: " Aiya.. I noe u wanna go n play la.. Girl Seah: ( stay inside e room 2 play wif her com n dun wanna 2 discuss where 2 eat 2gether... ) Papa Seah: Or i give u guys 100 bucks den u guys go n shop n eat~~ Girl Seah: " Wo bu YAo!!! wanted 2 celebrate ur b'dae wif u!!! PApa: Aiyo.. Celebrate wat la.. Mummy: Aiya.. go la go la.. Dun wanna go le la~~ Sucks lo.. SOmetimes i wished tt mummy wun be so hot-tempered.. It's ur husband b'dae after all lo.. how will u feel if u u r him?? USe ur brain!!!! Girl oso lo.. SO lazy 4 wat.. y cant u decide faster.. DUmb ass!! Papa oso.. Ppl wanted 2 celebrate wif u den u refused.. Rather go n play mahjong den go out wif us.. are we tt embarrassing??!! So.. e moral of e story.. e Mahjong is at fault!!!! guess Christmas this yr is damn MEMORABLE.. wat happened 2dae n yesterday.. Yesterday had lunch at hm wif dear den went over 2 his hse.. bought a log cake for his sis den celebrated her b'dae which falls on christmas~~ same as papa.. hahas.. ok.. change of plan.. Guess they fight in e room n now.. we r goin 2 have dinner.. Hais.. e sad thing is.. My Dear cant join us!!! Arghhh~ hope he's feeling better.. Be back 2 feed u later k.. Bb!! Wish mi luck~~

Had kids from casanoville home over to SP!!!

2004-12-10T01:58:00.000-08:00

Hello yaPuNnI~~~ hahas.. im here again cos im gonna post abt 2dae.. hahs.. ok.. 2dae rite.. i went 2 sch for an event which is organized by my CCA which is CSCC.. hahas... Community service and cultural club~~ ok.. i woke up at ard 7 when i went 2 bed at 2++.. was damn tired n veri unwilling 2 get up but no choice.. cant expect peiyu to wait 4 mi rite so get ready eevrything we sset off to SP!!! hahas.. ok.. went 4 e briefing.. n it's my first briefing when peiyu n gang had went 2 several ones cos im e backup helper.. So damn angry wif em man!!!! but nvm la.. it's over le.. hahs.. okok.. anyway.. we were expecting sum kids ard 60 of em frm e children's home and it's gonna be a christmas event la.. to celebrate with e kids and let em enjoyed emselves.. ok.. so we were given christmas hat.. ok.. not a hat dunno wat's tt called but it's cute la.. I'm gonna give it 2 my laogong~~ if she dun mind tt many ppl has wear it.. Mi la n e kids.. hahas.. ard 3 ba.. yea.. ok.. anyway.. e kids arrived lo.. den all of us din noe wat 2 do.. we r not organised.. hahas... n we seemed 2 be in a lost.. but sum of e enthu ones went 2 do a i dunno wat's tt call where they use e swords and raise up high two at each side yea.. but we dun have swords la.. so they use those 1.5l plastic bottle.. it's so damn hilarious lo..ok.. so e kids arrived.. YEAH!!!!! hahas.. so excited man... hahas... but to our utmost surprise.. a 3 yr old actually cry!!!! aiyo.. i think we scare her la.. hahas.. no.. not our fault.. mux be those monkeys fault.. hahs.. yea.. it gave all of us a shock man!! n e kids dun realli look enthusiastic to come over here lo.. their face all sian sian 1.. den they have 2 divide emselves in2 5 grps.. it's a bit difficult 2 settle emselves down la.. so e guardians hu came wif em help out.. ok.. soon n finally.. hahas.. they gt settled down.. so the GLs were interacting wif their grps.. den we GPs oso join in lo.. aiyo~~ den we keep aiming on 1 ger cos she looks so damn cute lo.. hahs.. sorrie guys.. she refuse 2 let us take a pic of her.. hais.. but cute is cute la.. she's so damn violent oso lo.. Aiyo.. kick us beat us.. den refuse 2 tell us her name.. so many ppl ask her but she dun wanna tell.. but after much coaxing.. she still dun wanna tell!!!! Aiyo~~ so stubborn... but hor.. hahs.. she passed mi her water bottle in e end.. hahas.. wanna noe y??? hahahs... cos her name is on e water bottle.. den she asked mi 2 keep for her dun let others noes her name.. hahas.. damn cute rite.. n she din say 2 mi lo.. she pointed everything 2 mi.. Aiyo.. hahas.. Odelia ah odelia.. Y u so Cute!!!!!!!!!???????? hahas.. ok.. yea.. but they gt settled down real fast lo.. playing wif us bullying e kors kors... hahahs... so hilarious!!! ok.. after tt it's e mass games session.. it went quite ok la.. but e same problem occured again lo.. they took a long time 2 form a circle.. Aiyo~~ hahs.. but still cute la!! Guys~~ dun think tt since they came frm e home they will be those innocent type guai guai listen to jie jie n kor kor... U R WRONG MAN!!! they r violent.. but there are oso a MINORITY hu r sweet n quiet la.. they are oso dirty minded.. sum even mentioned abt sex-band??? wat e hell is tt.. mi myself oso dunno lo.. but now i noe la.. hahas.. dumb trend~~ they r not afraid of u.. there's 1 boy i remember always sneeking behind us n tickle us.. AIyo.. c.. they r not afraid of us!!!! den sum quite baby la.. still need e jie jie n kor kor 2 piggy-back em n carry em.. Poor Kristy~~ her vanessa.. Aiyo.. always seeing her dragging her la if not carry her.. Aiyo.. hahs.. ok.. anyway.. after e games it's lunch.. den after lunch is treasure hunt.. den we are allocated 2 our respective station.. ok.. my station is e T11 which is e oldest building in SP n i think gt smth 2 do wif WWII.. so it's abit eerie la.. i din noe tt it's e oldest n all tt crap until after e whole event they told mi.. That explains everything... i was stationed there wif Rou Wei.. den she told mi tt T11 abit eerie lo.. but i dun feel it la.. i find it quite peaceful.. hahas.. but i was kissed!!!!!!! by mosquitoes... hahsa... so many lei.. GOD DAMN MOSQUITOES... hahas.. yea.. ok den there's dis boy hu is super hyper de lo.. always run here run there.. veri active de.. but once he cums to our station.. he's still running la.. but runninag away frm e GLs n us lo.. den i heard his GL said tt e boy refuses to cum over 2 our station at e stairs.. Yea.. den they told us he can sense tt 'thing'.. so there's smth la.. AIyyo... telling dis now is giving mi e creeps man.. !!!!!*BRrrrr* hahs.. lame.. ok.. den there's dis GL la.. he's Nicholas.. he can oso sense tt kind of 'things' so he said tt when he sensed e prescene of tt 'thing'.. e lil boy quickly hug him tight.. Yea.. so i guess there's smth ard there la.. Aiyo.. it's a gd thing i knew e truth after e whole thing ends... hahas.. yea.. den dis lil boy oso.. veri active veri hyper.. cums 2 our station.. sit in a corner.. Aiyo.. hahs.. they told us tt he gt PMS.. hahas.. but he realli damn difficult to 'hong' lo.. so in e end cant do anything.. e grps gt 2 finish tasks given by em la.. den they can proceed 2 their next station.. ok.. after everything ends they went 4 refreshments.. den everybody gt a prize den theyw ent hm le.. e time doesnt permits us 2 sing those songs wif em.. so hahas.. all of us were like so drama lo.. say byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.. shaking every1 of their hands.. Hi-5.. hahs.. den crowd ard e bus saying byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye again.. hahas... den veri sadly e bus went off.. then we ran after e bus n say byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.. until their r out into e main road.. although they are mischievous la.. but they r still cute in their own ways lo.. hahs.. Tong Zhen.. but no lei.. they r so vulgar n dirty-minded.. AIyo.. hahas.. but anyway.. I've enjoyed myself.. n it's an experience gained..Missed e kids too.. hahas.. yea.. den there's debriefing.. we din comment much but after e debriefing.. shumin yuwei grace peiyu n mi have our own debriefing n we trashed everything out man.. hahas.. den e GOD DAMN MOSQUITOES came 2 kachiao us again so we called it a day.. den at night i went jogging wif Ziyu.. she jogged 7 rounds.. 7 rounds!!!!!! OMG!! e 2nd round 4 mi n my lungs are aching le.. she jogged 7 rounds!!! Aiyo.. her stamina is so damn gd!!! hahsa.. ok.. after tt go hm le.. tt's e end of my story.. Bb... NiteZz.. YaPpUnI~~ U like it?? hees.. I bet u do.. U do rite.. ok.. dun worry~~ Siming still like kids.. hahs..

FUn at e beach n YuM at Dear's Hse~~~

2004-12-09T22:55:00.000-08:00

YaPuNnI!!!!! Hees~~ MiSs Mi?? hahhs.. now im at Derick's hse slackin.. hahas.. He's makin ice-blend Ribena!!!! hees~~ ICe~~ YeaH!! My Fav. hahas.. hmm.. later we'll have PiZza!!!! Aiyo~~ how 2 jian fei~~ haiS.. Mummy n papa will luff their heads off man~~ They knew tt sumhow i'll fail in my slimmin mission~~ hahas.. Yea la yea la.. U guys gt it right la... hahas~~ Wat to do.. Parents know their kids best!! hahs.. OMG~~ e ribena is soooooooooooo damnnnnnnnnnnn heavenly~~~~~~~~~~~ e ice is jux so fine n it jux melts into ur mouth once u put it in.. e sweetness juz lingers in my mouth.. OMG!!!!!!!!!! oh yea.. but anyway.. neng chi shi fu~~~~~~~~~~ so eat while u still have e breath n tastbud n teeth n it goes on n on~~~~ llalalalallalallalalalaa~~~ hmm... yesterday I met up with Ziyu n My Lao GonG SIxiNg!!! hahas... so long din c em le.. we went for dinner den after tt we went Sembawang Park!!!! YeaH!!! hahas.. n we bought alot of tidbits n candies!!! hahas.. it was raining drizzling rather n e sand is wet n e place is wet but neverthless.. we went ahead.. HeeS~~ Stubborn.. ok.. i shall cut short this thingy cos e moment i am writing this thing now is on e next day which is not e day i wrote those above.. U guys get mi?? nvm.. i GEt it.. It's enuff~ so we talk n gossip hahas.. not actually gossiping.. in fact no gossiping~~ hahs.. cos Sixing laogong told us tt our life will be shortened when we gossip so we wanna live as long as possible.. so Ppl dun gossip~~ CRAP la~~ hahas.. hu dun gossip... anyway~~ we talked from e shore to e playground cos Y ar?? iszit e mosquitoes or e rain? ooo.. i remember it's because Ziyu wanna go toilet... yea.. so we followed her den we went over 2 e playground lo.. den we talk lo.. we played swing... Ginna la.. but it's fun~~ hahas.. den sixing taught us e beats to e drums of e lion dance thingy.. hahas.. it was fun but on e bus on our way back.. We were doin e beating on e seat n a man keep on lookin back at us.. staring!!!! hahs.. guess he was pissed by us.. Noisy gurls!! hahas.. yea.. den i went back hm~~~~ YEAh!!!!! ok.. i cant remember wat i wanna write le.. i'll continue in e next post wat happen 2dae... BB~~~

No Life!!!!!!!

2004-12-04T23:58:00.000-08:00

YaPpUnI~~!!! hahas.. sorrie for neglecting you.. I noe i noe.. It's been ages since i feed u le.. I apologise 2 u k... SorRie!!!! wait~ let mi check how long have i not feed u.. But gd tt u r still holding on n not giving up.. Gd for u man~~ hahs.. ok lemme check.. OMG!!! OCt till now.. Aiyo... I'm so terribly sorrie.. hahs... ok.. lemme now make it up 2 u k.. hmm.. I've been great these days.. No troubles.. everything's e same.. hahas... in short we call it No Life la.. hmm.. ok let's tok abt 2dae.. Dear came over to open my door for mi cos ytdae left my keys at his place so he gt 2 open my door for mi.. Claire came along too... Oh yea.. Claire is Derick's friend.. Hees.. A veri nice sweet cute gurl.. So happy 2 noe her man!! hahas.. ok.. so we went 2 have lunch 2gether n after tt they went over 2 her place n as for mi.. I went home n Rot!! hahas.. Lie on e sofa n watch e tele til Mummy call n tt's like 8pm!!! OMG!!! waited 4 her 4 4 hrs straight.. den we went 2 popo's hse.. It's been a long time since i visit her... Wat happen 2 her i oso dunno.. Hais.. SO unfilial.. unlike my cousins.. so guai... always give her a call 2 check things out every now n den wen he's in England.. hais.. Simin.. U r so bad~~~ Yealo.. I noe.. SO mux visit her more often.. hahas.. STupid Mummy hint her tt I gt a bf.. So she wants 2 c him.. Hahs.. Derick~~ U D-day is here.. no la.. nonsense mi~~ My popo so kind so cute.. It's ur Fu Qi Man!!! HAhas.. Yea.. after tt den i came hm le.. Wat do u ppl call dis.. No Life rite~~ hahas.. I noe.. Den e day b4 i went out wif DebBie.. AIyo~~ Miss her man.. it's been ages since i last saw her.. She jux came back frm BAli n gt all of us souvenirs... Hees~~ Thankew!! ++ mine is special... there's smth extra.. these ppl never fail 2 remember wat i like.. Hees... Yep.. den we met up wif Roy 4 lunch.. He's so bz man!! workin for several companies.. Aiyo~~ Poor him... But bz is oso = capable rite.. Yea.. so there's nth 2 be sad abt.. Oh yea.. den we went ShoppinG!!!! Jux mi n deb la.. Hmm.. Bought nth except for a coin pouch.. Wanted 2 get a pair of slippers or flip flops or wateva u call tt but hahas.. Stupid Ann hit it on e nail.. I bought nth.. Oh yea.. We met up wif Ann while shopping for a while... So instead i bought plasters.. hahas.. shld hav listen 2 deb all along.. Stubborn Mi.. Torture myself for nth!!! hahhas.. Oh yea.. after tt I went 2 find my dear n we had dinner.. It feels so bad 2 meet up for jux like 2 hrs.. SO short.. I miss him so damn terribly!!!! AIyo.. hahas.. hais.. Yep.. this is my life.. Almost everyday it's like tt... Oo Yea!! Tml Is 5 Dec.. Yep.. E first mth we celebrated.. Hees.. like a baby.. First month celebrate... den 1 yr old.. So i'm doin it dis way.. ahhas.. I dunno wat im tokin.. U noe?? hahas... ok.. I guess I've finish feeding U le.. U take care yea.. I'll try my best 2 feed u everyday.. OMG!!! U r KuNnI!! I've not been feeding him regularly too.. Aiyo.. Cannot.. Roy says tt muz feed him like I feed myself.. Ok.. hahs.. I will.. wat if he burst??!! hahas... N i musnt neglect CArebear too... Carebear is innocent.. yea~~ veri true.. Sorri Funshine Bear.. I've been neglecting U since tt day... sometimes unr even found under my bed... I'm sorrie for not takin care of u.. But U did not complain nor sulk.. U still remain as Smiley as ever!! hahas.. Cos U r......... Funshine Bear!!!! Hees... U mux be feeling so lonely... I'm Sorrie.. I'll keep u at my bedside K... Sorrie~~~ Ok.. Oh yea!~~ YeaH!!! I've passed all my modules.. hahas.. Yea~~ dunnid 2 repeat... Yeah!!! But next sem. i'm gonna give my best shot.. not gonna slack again.. Hais.. but wil tt happen??!! hahas.. God will know.. Yea.. He will know.. Hais.. Sch's startin soon.. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! hais.. Ok.. I dunno wat 2 write le.. I've not been thinkin deep recently.. U get wat i mean.. Jux being contented wif what I am now.. Yea rite.. as if... if i am I wldnt be complaining tt i'm fat n wan 2 slim down.. wldnt be complaining everyday nth 2 do so bored!!! wldnt be complaining tt iT's been 3 yrs since i went overseas(apart Malaysia)... ArhgGGGG!!!!! I wan 2 get out of SIngapore!!!!!!!!!! Not Malaysia thou... Hais.. if sch doesnt starts at 13th dec i wld have e chance 2 go other places... Arghhhhh!!!! but nvmm... xian ku hou tian.. after my studies... earn big bucks~~ I'm gonna go travelling~~ I hope tt I can bring popo along... But dunno if her legs can take it.. Wan 2 bring her 2 places I've never been b4.. den i wanna go travelling wif my Dear!!! hees.. It wld be So exciting.. Yeala.. Wait la.. Wait long long... Wait 4 5 more yrs... hahhas... ok.. I think I've feed u enuff le.. YAppuNi~~ Hope u r satisfied.. I hope tt 1 day I'll be able 2 feed u shan zhen hai wei... Sumptuous meals... glorious food n not these kind of trash.. Bear wif mi k.. I noe I sucks.. Hahhs... But... My english sucks more~~~ hahas... ok.. Gtg... NiteZz YaPpUni... NiteZz Ppl...

YaPpUni IS mY NAme~~!~!~!~!

2004-10-28T01:17:00.000-07:00

BloGgIe~!~!~! So sian!! Still Got 6 more chapters 2 study!!! OMG!!! not enuff time!!! but no mood 2 cont!!!! OMG!!!! cannot fail!!! Muz pass!!!! Got to try 2 do welll!!!! So that I can prove to mummy that having a boyfriend will not affect my studies in a negative way!!!! Yea!!!! Got to!!!! But ECONOMICS is SOOOooooooooooooo BorrRRrrriIng!!!! Plus I dun even pay attention during his lectures!!! OMG!!! I dunno what e Hell is goin on!!!! OMG!!!! hais... Hees... All this happens becos of u SIMIN.... U cause all this 2 happen... ALl this wouldnt have happen if u start ur revision earlier and pay attention during his lessons.... BUT IT"s So Damn BodrRRRinG lo!!!!!! It makes Mi Fall AsleeP!!!!!! Hais... Whatever~~~~ Just try 2 finish what I have 2 noe 4 e exams den it will be done... PAss n I'm happy!!!! I dun wan a Retest cause retest means gt 2 mug 4 another few more days during e hols n CAnnOt PLAY!!!!! I dun wan... HAis... Muz try 2 pass.... Hais... I'm always a last-minute gurl... Everyting also leave 2 last min... 2dae den start my revision... Aiyo!!!! Die la... Cannot like tt!!!!!!! Hais... I'll try!!! Hees... Aiyo... I misS my Dear SooooosoOOOO Much MAn!!!! OMG!!!! *OuCh* hmm...what's tt sound??? *Po-pok po-pok* Oooo... Yes Heart??? What's e matter??? WHat hurts so Soooosoosoososoosoo Much???? Uh-huh... uh-huh... uh-huh... Yea... I MIss Him Tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo................. *Ouch* Hais... I hope I can See Him Tml... Even just 4 a Moment... But I want it 2 be LooooOOOnGGGG!!! Hees... Miss Him... Oh Yea!!! BloGGiEEEEee!!! Miss Mi... Hees... I noe ya do I mISs Ya ToO!!!! HeEs... I've Made him Breakfast n Lunch!!! E breakfast was ok but e lunch is terrible!!! OMG!!!! But I'm gonna keep tryin den produce a sumptuos meal 4 him.... Hahahs... Peeps!!! Cant Expect SIMIN this LAzy Bum 2 prepare meals 4 others rite... I dun even made my own breakfast lo... I dun even put e spread onto my bread!!! Hahahs... But I did all Tis 4 Him... OMG!!! Even my MummY was surprised!!! Hahas... This iS e PoWer Of LoVe... HAhahs.... Oh Yea!!! ANybody knows how 2 make cheeseCake??? Can Teach Mi if U noE!!! COs I Wan 2 make my OWn CheESeCAke... Hhahs... I LoVe ChEeSeCake... Especially Blueberry CheeseCake n e New Yor Cheesecake is IRRESISTABLE too!!!! HAhas... Yea.. Peeps!!! NEW yoRk Cheesecake is YuMmY!!!!! Go try it... hahahs... If u Noe Any food Recipes Jus teach mi la... Gt to pick up sum culinary skills from u guys... SO that can cook 4 my Dear !!!! Hees... My dearIe.... Ai Si TA Le... HAhas... Aiyo... Look At e Time... 1++ le... But sTill gt No Mood!!! How~~~~ aiyo~~~ Hahahs... Take it easy!!! I can de... Hahas... I dunno what e hell i'm talkin about now le... HeeS.... Oh Yea... Any of u guys CraVe for Good Food???!!! I can be ur Good food KAki... Hahas... Den oso tell mi where gt good food k... Hahas... oOKOK... Hees... Friends!!!! Thankew!!!!! For sSOOOSOsooo TeNg mI... hahahs... I'm a truly blessed gal MAn!!!!! Hahahs... Gt mY daDdy MuMmY So Teng mi till MAd~~~~ hHahs... My friends oso... So gd!!! HeeS... SuMmOre Gt my BeLoVed Dear!!!! OMG!!! hahas... WHat More Can I ask For??? Just tt my laziness n all my bad points is spoiling all these!! Hahahs... Alright alright... I'm sure my BloGgIe is Veri Full Now Le.. SO I dun wanna say anymore le... Gd NiteZz Friends!!!! Gt to start MugGinG Soon.. HAis... That's what I dread most... Hees... NiteZz BloGgIe... U shall Now have A nAme.. I sHaLl CaLl U YaPuNni... Hees... That's ur NAme... YaPuNni.... YAPuNni... NinI... Gd Nihgt.... *MuAcKzZ* What!!!??? U r hapPy 2 be caLled YaPuNni?? Hahas.. U're Welcome.. I'm Glad U lIke Dis NAme.... Alright.. YapuNnI go Slp Now1!!!!!!

I will never regret!!! LOVE YA SOOO MUCH!!!

2004-10-20T01:12:00.000-07:00

Hello... 2dae i had my ITAB test... n i think im gonna flunk veri veri badly... It's veri bad... I think i'm juz a Computer Idiot.. Simin... Accept tt~~ hais... I dunno what to write today... Jux wanna tell u guys to cherish ur time wif ur loved ones b4 it's too late... Always remember to treasure em n never ever take em for granted... Cos if u do tt... U will regret 1 fine day n u will live in guiltiness for e rest of ur life... Hees~~ SO happy for my jie jie... Hees!!! I think he's e 1... hahhas... Jie jie... go 4 it~!~!~!~!~!~!~! dun be jealous cos im sure there's oso smth abt u tt i will be jealous abt de.. hahhas... 2dae had yaling n debbie at my place... SO long din like tt le... Miss it sooo much~~~ I miss him too~~~!!! Miss all my friends..!!! where r u guys???!!! hais... Wanna go shopping!!!! but no $$$$... Arghhh~~~ Mummy wants mi 2 go work... But if work.. den i cant play... Hais... Cant enjoy... But no work... No $$$$... Cant buy what i want... den Sad:( hais... Aiyo~~~~ So ma fan... Hahhas.. I'm mad~~~~!!! show u guys a pic k;) sorrie... Dis bloggie doesnt allow... Hhas... Nvm... It's fate!!! *Grrrr* did u hear tt??? It's my tummy~~~ hahhas.. I'm hungry... had soup n rice 4 dinner but i cant eat in peace... Thanks to those cats!!!! hahs... I think my family is cute.. hahs.. I dunno y~~~ My mummy is cute... my papa is humorous n i'm idiotic!!! hahs... Yea... Jux e 3 of us... Plus tt lil Kunni hahs.. He's adorable... SIMPLY ADORABLE... but scary... I hope tt he can live for 3 yrs cos I will miss him n I dun wanna have a burial 4 him so soon.. HAis... but e tragic moment wil cum 1 fine day... If tt happens~~ Friends... Pls cum n pay ur last respect 2 lil KuNnI... Zen me shuo he oso provided u guys entertainment n joy... So we mux ying shui si yuan k... Thanks... As his mummy~~ I will b veri glad u guys can cum n attend my son's wake... Ppl say tt i'm veri quiet n gentle... but guys~~ do u think so??!!! hahahs... Ppl hu noe mi like rot will know tt i'm not lo... I'm an idiotic and noisy person... hahas... It all depends... Sumhow I cant seem 2 express myself well now... Thanks to*******.... I hate it... ok... gt to wake up real early tml... SO niteZz Bloggie!!! mis ya... Hope my trash is filling enuff for u k~ Bb...

Whack e person~~~

2004-10-16T01:14:00.000-07:00

BloGgIe~~~~~ hello... I'm back!!! my com ok le... it has a new life... now it's e XP life... thankew Kelvin~~~ hahas... bloggie... i have so many things 2 say but i'm so tired now... so lazy to say... hhas... aiyo~~~ my dear's stil bz... Aiyo... y e training so long de??? I mean it's veri long lo... den til so late... feel like whackin the person-in-charge... hahas... I've had Ichigo 2dae... Hey peeps.. it's veri nice... it's frozen strawberry coated wif white chocolate den inside gt condensed milk~~~ so YuM lo!!! hahahs... I'm so happy... hahas... I oso dunno y... My mummy stil not back yet... Aiyo~~~ so late le.. tml she stil needs 2 go 4 work early in e morning lo... hahas... 2dae is jux a happy day 4 mi... hahas. so long din hear papa call mi 'bao bei' le... den 2dae he call mi... hahhas... so happy... I thot he dun teng wo le... but if he dun teng wo... den he teng shei??? I'm his 1 n onli precious lo... hahas... no choice de~~~ dunno how's my ah bu le... she's so sick~~~ Aiyo... den din even call mi... Oh ya~~ Excel is cumin soon=flunk til veri badly... how??? aiyo... I dunno wat e hell is wat lo... Anyway... I dunno what I wanna say le... I'm goin off le... n SIMIN~~~ remember 2 drink more skyjuice... if not hehehe... u noe de rite;)... ok... gd niteZz bloggie... bb... *MuAcKSs*

Blessed Gurl~~

2004-10-12T13:31:00.000-07:00

Hees... Bloggie~~~ Hhaas... I'm so happy recently~~ hahas... u noe y??? cos I gt my Dear ma... hahas... I'm mad but who cares... I guess i'm jux overjoyed~~~ wahahahhas... I feel so blessed... So blissful... hahas... c... too happy til I dunno wat 2 say le.. hahas... ok... now i'm in sch... it's so bad~~ was with boon since sch starts... suddenly I miss her soo much~~~ i miss all my friends... Sixing.. Penny Ann Yaling Debbie Ziyu shuhui... where r all of em~~~ Arghh~~~ Poly life is jux so sucks~~~!!! So independent... so sian.. all of em so hardworking~~~ Arghhh~~~ but God is fair... I'm not feeling rite in sch but I've gt e perfect Family~~ Perfect Guy~~~ N of cos my Perfect Friends~~~ Yea yea... U may say tt no 1 is perfect... but i think tt they are perfect cos e imperfectness makes em perfect... Cos they r not fake... hehes... My poly friends r great... but perhaps we r not as close as what i have wif u guys... u guys noe tt Simin can never ever stand loneliness but sumtimes i experienced it over here~~~ It's so saad... but spending my time wif caiwen is oso not a way 2 solve cos if she's not there... I dunno what 2 do... hais... all of em seems 2 have their own clique of friends... I'm in their clique but sumhow i find it abit wierd... Aiya... maybe i'm jux more comfortable wif my perfect friends~~~ hehes... who doesnt... nvm... anyway~~ it's time 4 mi 2 be more independent n grow up le...so yea... I oso dunno wat i'm talkin abt~~~ Oh yea... My fav food now is egg mayo wif crabmeat...with lotsa pepper~~~~ YuMmYAlone again~~~~!~!~!~! hahas... Y??? somebody wil noe y~~~ hahas... So Sweet~~~ I'm enjoyin an extremely SwEeT Life Now... hahas... so sweet~~~~ My favourite... ahahs... Sweets~~ n Candies~~~ Yeah!!!! Hmmm... anybody wanna go overseas during sch hols?? cos I wan 2 go... hahas... Oh yea... If u guys accept a file call"funny".. dun accept... it's a virus auto-sent by ur friend thru MSN... dun blame ur friend... he/she oso dunno he.she gt send 2 hu... yea~~~ so if u wanna risk ur PC life... den open e file ba... I open den now my whole com cant start... It's very bad~~~~ok... Hais... later I have 2 go 4 French again... Stupid Boon dun wanna go~~~ Hais... next week is e exam le... I'm interested in learning but i'm too lazy to go n attend all of e lessons... hahas... it's ok~~~ it's enuff le... at least I noe "Je Taime" hahas... U have 2 noe dis word... cos it means I Love You... Yea... tt's what Jean Marc Vilaire says... U have 2 noe dis...
hahas... Ok... I gt 2 go le... Bloggie~~ I try 2 feed u other time k cos my com is spoil... have 2 reformat e whole thing so i dun have e resource 2 feed u wif rubbish le~~ bear wif it k... ok.. hahas... miss ya:)

2004-10-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

Hello~~~ BloGGie!!!!! Miss Me???? Are u hungry? hahas...I'm so sorrie i've neglected u... Sorrie oo... Hmmm...So long din update le... I have many many stories to tell oo... Hahas... Bloggie... 2nitez u wil be fed wif good n filling thrash... hAHahs... OMG!!! my keyboard is sooo damn lag~~~ 2dae i din attend sch cos my stomach is acting up again... It has gone relatively weak since Sat... AIyo~~~ Tummy... Muz recover soon so I can eat gd food wif Lao gong n Da Jie~~ Hahas... Yea.. So din go sch stay at hm e whole day n did nth but rot~~~ I suddenly felt that I'm so useless rottin at hm... hais... wanted 2 work on my proposal but I've simply no idea how 2 continue... Hais... So in e end I fell asleep... I'm such a pig... This I admit... Hahas... I had dinner with him 2dae... Hees... So happy~~~ Dun have to wait 4 another 2 more days... hahas... But my tummy was not feeling well so I din eat much... Jux a feel fishballs... hhaas... He's so hungry but yet he jux had porridge... Aiyo~~~ felt so guilty... Shld have eat wif him... He's very disappointed n feelin down 2dae... He had lost e match 2 Yishun ITE... hais... I din noe wat 2 say to comfort him... So useless... Hais... But I hope he feels better... Oh yea~ btw... I'm wif him now on 5 Oct 2004... hahas... I hope e 'completed' cert has made him gain back sum of his happiness so tt it balances up his mixed feelings... Sad+Happy/Overjoyed??? hahs... Oh yea...btw~ he is Derick... hahas... Yea... Finally e whole FOM project is over~~~~ Laalallalallalla~~~~ So happy... E presentation did not went realli well... I was trembling throughout... N i din manage 2 ans e quest by Dennis Ng... Hais... So useless... When wil I be confident??? hais... Muz learn how 2 build up my confidence level... Thankew Debbie Gurl 4 prayin 4 mi... *HuGgIeXx* Thankew all my wonderful friends n my papa n mummy... Thankew Kunni 4 entertaining mi... hahas... I still havent finish my proposal... Aiyo~~~ Tml mus discuss le... NVm la.. maybe do e discussion wil noe wat 2 do le... tml gt my make up PACC test.. Hope I can balance... heard tt most of my classmates cant balance... Shit~~~ I haven revise 4 it... Aiyo~~~ My stomach is acting up again... Aiyo~~~ hahas... I sound like an old grumpy granny... Muahahhhahahas~~~!!!! Hees... So happy 4 my lao gong~~~ hmmm... I think im goin 2 slp now... I'll try 2 feed u often Bloggie~*MuAcKxx*... Stay Cheerful everybody ;) U never noe hu wil need it... Tata~ Bonne Nuit~~~ Oops~~~ Mummy is back~~~ She's gonna thrash mi... Bye guys... Bye bloggie~~~

Bless MI

2004-09-28T14:47:00.000-07:00

Aiyo... So sianZz... It's another day at ITAB again... Aiyo... 2dae's is Moon Cake Festival~~~ So I wish all of You a HappY Mooncake Festival.. Hahas... Dumb~~~ Yesterday e 3 grps had already presented their FOM le... They did great!!! realli... Next week is my grp's turn... OMG!!!!! I'm so scared.... What am I gonna do???? Hais... I dunno... I think i'll score e lowest in my class... Hais... I jux hope that e whole presentation will run smoothly and our grp will be able 2 tackle e prob tt e class post 4 us... Aiyo~~~~ how???? Pls giv mi e courage and the calm to bring mi thru it... But anyway, ydae nite was great!!! hahas... it's juz so simple and so sweet... hahas... simply like e feeling~~~ I've been skipping lectures nowadays cos I cant get up...!! Aiyo... I think i will flunk my ECONS dis yr... ArghHHHH!!! I DUN WAN... I dun wanna go thru tt painful experience again... It's so borrrrrrriiiiiinnnnnnnggggg and I dun even understand a single shit!!! Hais... Shld I attend French later??? I wanna enjoy my Festival... Aiyo... I want 2 play wif e candles n e sparklers... WEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~!~!~!~!~! hahas... Sometimes i jus find tt certain ppl dun appreciate what others have done for em... Eg. Er-hem... hahas... I wun mention names la... but I hope that ppl will appreciate what others have done for em den being a shallow peep n lookin at things only at e surface..Aiyo... Yea... I muz tel dis 2 myself too... Muz appreciate what others make an effort 2 do 2 u... Give thanks witha greatful heart.... Lalallalalalalallalalala~~~~ hees... OH oh,.... gt 2 go n attend Stats tutorial le... hais... so sian... i WAN 2 go home... I miss My Bed and my Stuffs... Aiyo... So scared... Muz prepare 4 e presentation soon n It's gettin nearer... what if I keep trembling while i speak? what if i'm too anxious till i Vomit??? What if my classmates dun pay attention n luff at mi???? OMG!!!! what if all dis happen 2 mi while i'm presenting my part/??????? Aiyo... So scared... Ok... gtg le...bb... Oh yea... Wish mi Luck 4 my D-Day(MONDAY, right after 2 pm...) Pls pray 4 mi... thanks~~~~ bb =...(

I Miss Him

2004-09-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

Hello... Bloggie~~~~ DO u miss mi????? u do rite... i noe u do... hhas... I miss u too~~~~~ sorrie... it's been 7 days since i've fed u... hungry le rite... gonna devour 2dae's post le rite... ok nvm... i'm being lame -_-"... hahas... hmmm... let mi c wat happen last week... nvm... i oso forgot le... Hees... I'm so hyper rite now... I dunno y... I jux cant sleep... Suddenly i'm feeling so lonely.. hahas... nobody 2 tok on e fone wif mi... Aiyo...I think I cant live w/o my phone man... hahas... I miss him~~~ Oh yea... Y'dae was Sat and we attend e Chans' Wedding... OMG~~~ It's so touching... E Bride is sooooo beautiful~!~!~!~! e groom is good-looking too~~~ The whole event is realli veri heart-warming... especially 2 e part where e newly weds appreciating their parents... Aiyo... So touching... Mr Chan Cried... Aiyo... So sad... But it's hilarious too... hahas... Sooo happy for em... After e no. of 'obstacles'... hahas... Hmmm... If u guys are interested in seeing e photos... u can visit debbie's multiply address... she uploads all e photos over there... Yea... e reception is oso veri gd~~~ e tarts... OMG~~~ so sweet!!!! so nice so YuMmY~!~!~! hahas... So satisfying~~~ : ).. hahas... after the whole thing I went hm n den go out again... hahas... went for Derick's bbq n it's at East Coast and I went alone... Aiyo~~~ travelling alone totally sucks... e trip is filled with boredom... uncertainty... fear... It's not fun at all!!! I din know where e hell e bus is taking mi too... e bus ride took ard 1.5hrs ard 2... and i'm freezing over there... Aiyo... den i gt off e wrong stop n din noe how 2 get over 2 ECP den gt 2 take a cab... den i gt off at e wrong carpark... Aiyo~~~ So dumb~~~~ so in e end he have 2 cum n meet mi n bring mi 2 e correctly designated place... hahas... I'm so troublesome... But anyway... thanks Derick~~~ e beach at east coast is nice... sum parts but not all... it's clean... e sand is so fine and soft n so cool... hahas... but no stars... hahas... but nvm... now... I've gt a star of my own... Hees... ok... e rest of e details is for mi 2 know n those involve... I hope that he had enjoy his nite yest... I hope he wun regret organising an event like dis... i hope tt his bbq will leave him sweet and happy n cool and fun memories... everything nice n nth bad... I hope tt every1 hu went had enjoyed themselves... Oh yea... den I took a cab home n it went up to 20++... I've gt onli 17 bucks wif mi ... so I told e uncle... n guess wat!!! he went: "Aiyo, 17 kuai ar... aiyo... ok la ok la" ahas... So bad of mi... I'm quite surprised tt my Mum din scold or nag at mi... hahas... I think she knows i'll be home late... hahas... c... such an understanding mum... I'm so lucky tt she's my mum... My mummy is soooo cute~~~~ n so Mei~~~~ n so Siao~~~~ n so Understanding... n so childish~~~~ hahas... n she's such a nice mum... except when she went overboard... always scold mi... den papa oso ma... den din scold him... not fair~~~~ HmpF!!! abusing her authority..!!! hahs... but nevertheless... She's a veri gd lady... she's great!!! she's wonderful~~~ if i dun have her~~~ I wun be what I am rite now... MummY~~~ Wo Ai NI... hahas... ni yi jing ting dao 'sian' le... but no choice la... wo shi zhen de ai ni de!!! hahas... Oh yea... Papa... Wo ye ai ni... *HuGgIeXx**MuaCkSs* hahas... Yea... den I went 2 slp after tt... It's so sweet... I've had such a sweet dream~~~ yea... den 2dae Ziyu came over... we talked... n we played and we slack... hahas... den 2dae we had salad 4 dinner~~~ ooo yea... n I've bought my eggs le... hahas... so happy~~~ Lalallllalal... N strawberries... Lallallala... I'm suppose 2 makan with him but I din call u n u din call mi so in e end we had our own dinners... hais~~~ I'm Sorry... Oh yea... My Sis Yaling is Freeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Woo Hoo!!!! she's free from e clutches of e demon~~~~~~~ I'm sure an angel will soon be there 2 protect n shower her with lots of TLC de... Hees.. I know it's time for her 2 get what she deserves now... Sis~ be prepared to lead a Sweet life ba... hahas... ok... now i'm sleepy le... I'm now typing wif my eyes half-open... hahas... Ok... GD niteZz Simin... Gd niteZz Bloggie~~~ Gd niteZz all my beloved ones... I Lurve All u Guys... ByeBye~~~ Bloggie... Miss mi k... Hahas... i'll try 2 drop by often... OMG!!! SImin... when have u become so lame~~~ Aiyo... Oh yea... Simin... U have 2 control ur temper le la... it's gettin out of hand nowadays... do things always so frustrated... cannot oo.. muz be patient k~~~ always remember 2 take a deep breath and count to 10.... U'll feel better... Be contented of what u have k... Yea... K... Thanks myself... ok... Gd niteZz...

I Miss Him

2004-09-26T10:44:00.000-07:00

2004-09-20T23:18:00.000-07:00

2dae went school as usual.. but e sad thing is I went alone... Peiyu woke up late so she's not goin 4 e first lecture... but in e end I waited 4 boon at somewhere else so I dun hav 2 enter e campus alone... I HATE It!!! to enter e campus alone... I will feel so lonely... but I noe tt somewhere, someday, sometime tt dreadful moment will come... guess I have 2 face e reality ba *sOb*... It's time to be more independent and dun always depend on your friends le... I cant imagine e days when all my friends are not with me... Hais... * FrIeNdS... I LoVe YoU gUyS... EvEryThiNg tT u Did 4 Mi... ThAnK yOu!!!!!!(A KiSs 4 u*Hmmmm-MuuuuaaacHHHHHH*... oooh... tt's a bit sloppy 1 plant rite into every of ur cheek... Hahas... Sorry abt tt~~~~ ) FoodCouRt 3 no more laksa le =...( So sad... Dunno where else 2 find LAksa in e campus le.... =(

HAhas... 2dae we dun have our FOM tutorial cos............. Dennis Ng is On Medical leave~!~!~!~!~!~!~! Hahhas... So we used e time 2 finish our report n e whole outlook is so GLAM!!! hhaas... so nice... Thankew Andy for doin e cover pages... It's so good-lookin tt we dun even dare 2 hold it lo... hahas... So hilarious... In e end Shumin brought it home... hahas... I think tt goin on a diet is a torture... Especially when u have 2 control what u eat... OMG~~~ it's no fun at all lo... 2dae I wanted 2 have a little snack... maybe like fishballs or smth... but I told Shumin tt I wan 2 jian fei... So she suggested eatin tofu... Those tofu dessert with different flavours... Aiyo~~~ it's so bad... Actually it's ok la... I think it's beacuse my whole mind is filled with fishballs... hahas... Siming, U r such a GLUTTON!!!! hahas... Aiyo... I gt 2 brush up on my english le... Now, my eng is like sHiT... So kuching kurak... I think I muz realli make an effort to grasp my grammer well... I never like grammer... frm young til now... I juz Dislike it lo... So i dun realli go n study 4 it... I juz fill in those which sounds nicer and smoother... but most of em are wrong... but grammer is such a broad topic... Aiyo~~~ So ma fan arhhhh... hahas... ok... I wonder what's he doin??? sO bz ar??? Hahas... ok... I'm CraVinG 4 eGgs SuddeNly... Hais... MuMmY canT find eggs... any kind souls willing 2 supply The Seah's Family SoMe Eggs??? Hahas... E 3 piggies NEED some eggs... especially e PiGgY gUrL... Hahas... Thank You foR goiN tHrU my NonSense... Merci beaucoup!!!! Cya.. NiteZz... Bonne Nuit!!!

HaPpY Day

2004-09-20T00:52:00.000-07:00

Hello... Now den I realise that spending money is jux so fast... a hundred bucks spent in jux 1 day~ OMG!!! it's so not fair... earning $$ is so hard n spending $$ is jux like turnin on e tap... SO FAST!!!!! Aiyo~~~ but wat 2 do... we gers can realli spent... hahas... Muz be thankful tt I'm e only child... hahahs...~~~ If not, papa wil jux go bankrupt 1 fine day... Hmmm... Next time muz realli repay em back 4 wat they did 4 mi in my kiddy yrs... Hees... I hope tt I can get a good job withh a gd pay so that I can spent on em as well as 4 my parents... But I'm so useless... Everything oso scared... I really hope I can grow up 1 fine day... U can de rite... Siming??? 4 ur parents, u can de rite.... 'YES!!! I CAN DO IT DE'... Hees*... 2dae I went 2 watch a horror movie oo... hahas... Surprised ba!!! hahas... Cos he wanna watch den he said tt it's a gd story so I decided 2 go n watch with him... HAhas... Jux e 2 of us... So Funny~~~ But nevertheless... It's still quite ok ar... It's not tt scary... Actually e story is veri touching... If u like GARFIELD... U will like THE GHOST... Provided u dun look at all e scary parts... hahahs... I manage 2 do tt!!! I took away his 'warmth n protection'... hahas... his BIG YELLOW BAG... So I think half of e show i'm behind tt protection ar... HAhas... SO dumb~~~ 2dae I had a Great day with ziyu cos we went shopping~~~ It was great 4 mi cos I bought wat I want... But I guess it wasnt tt great 4 her cos she says tt I'm shopping 4 my own stuffs... Perhaps ba... But we did went ard lookin 4 her clothes ar... jux tt wen I noe wat I want den I go n get it... Hmmm... I dunno la... Perhaps lo... maybe she's not use 2 my shopping style... HAhas... She shld jux go shopping wif Mummy more den she will get use 2 it... Mummy is such a Shopaholic~~~ Aiyo... It's even worse than us teenagers lo... Once shopping... her battery will never go flat... Unless there's exception cases la... Hahas... Den after my day... I've had a Great evening with him... Hahas... Besides e show part la... There's more 2 it... Hahahas... Hmmm... I guess e no. of my 'hhahahs' can tell u tt I realli had a great day ba... ahahas... Yea...I've had... Hahhas... Oh ya... I went 2 Suntec 4 e Food Festival yest... Aiyo~~~ Damn crowded ar... And it's nth new lo... I think e nicest thing over there is e soya bean milk... HAhas... So nice... So cheap... Peiyu's phrase: *jin ji jia lian you wu mei*... Hahas... Hmmm... ok... There's still sch tml ar... Muz wake up at *7*... aiyo~~~ tt's more hrs frm now... den muz listen 2 him... *SLeep early ar*... Yeayea... I will... So Good Nite my Beloved Blog... Thanks... U r a great pal... HAhas... Can remember n present in full details my sweet n bitter memories in e future... Thankew So Very Much... hahas... *Sweet Dreams Simin*

2004-09-18T17:43:00.000-07:00

ARghhhhhhhh!!! I'm SO ANGRY!!!!! Right Now... I'm suppose 2 go ShoPPinGGG!!! But what am i doin Now????? Writing my blog... Wat e HEll!!! Yl's suppose 2 go with mi, i waited 4 her n now she giv mi crap tt she's goin 2 meet him n talk things out... OMG~~~ wat's there more 2 tok? Hais... If she dun wanna go she shld tel mi n not makin mi wait in Anticipation... I'm so disappointed... Maybe I shldnt get angry with her... After all... e thing is more important than goin shopping~~~ Hahas... Wat a dumb ger~~ HAhas... Hmmm... I always felt better after writing out my thots... Alright... I shall be more understanding next time... Hais... So sianzz... I hope she has made e right decision and not regret of what she did... Sorry yl, for being harsh on u... I'm Sorry~~~

Hmmm...yest went 4 e bbq and it was fun!! ahahs... It turns out that e chickens tt mi n my lao gong marinate is sooooooooo delicious!!! hahas... So YuMmY!!! n all of e food!!! So Nice... N e MaRshMalLoWs... *SluRp sLuRp* hahas... e whole night is juz pure enjoyment...*** e stars e waves and everything... *** HAhas... I've decided that I dun wanna drag e matter anymore so I told him n we agreed... Hahs... So STuPid~~~ Hees... So happy for Kor n Ann that They had juz celebrated their first anniversary... I'm sure there's much more 2 cum by... Hees... Hey guys... Next time if u go out late rite... Muz at least call back n tel ur mum/dad tt u will be cumin home late... if u din do tt, they will be veri worried n wait 4 u til u r back... yesterday I forgot to call back hm n tel my mum... she waited 4 mi til she fell asleep... Aiyo>.. So guilty~~~ So guys... our parents love us... they are worried for us.. so always remember 2 giv em a call n let em noe k ;)... hmmm...mummy jux called and I'm goin out le... So I'm goin 2 get ready... Tok 2 ya again tonight k... My beloved blog~~~ Your owner, Siming......

BooOoooooOOOOOOOOOooRRRrrrIIIIiiiiiiNNNNNnnnnGGGGGGGggggg~!~!~!~!~!!~!~!~!~~!

2004-09-14T13:32:00.000-07:00

Hais... Wat a poor ger... Stuck in a big cement-box listening to a haggard old man chanting scripts.... Olioliloiloiloiolioliolioli... blahblhablah.... !!! So pathetic~~~~~ After this is even worse... An old witch screeching at e top of her lungs s goin 2 take us 4 Statistics... Hais... So ke lian~~~ I shld be glad tt I'm not e onli 1 suffering... ;) Hais... later i still have 2 attend french lesson... OMG~~~ Caiwen is not going and I'm goin myself... I just cant imagine what attitude i have 2 face later ALONE!!! i think he wil nag here n there... Just wish mi luck tt i'll be able 2 pass e 2hrs without stepping on JEAN MARC's landmine... Surprised how cum i so guai go n attend rite??? HAhas... Cos I've received a '1st Reminder' warning letter by the foreign language centre... Ahahss... They threaten mi.... Boo Hoo Hoo~~~~ I think there's onli a few more lessons 2 go den Shumin oso encourage mi 2 finish at least this 15 lessons... Hmm... I'll listen 2 her... DA JIE!!!!! thanks.... HAhas... I think i'm running out of time 2 get ready of everything... All my tutorials n projects and e stupid EC project is takin up all my space... Dun even have e time 2 go shopping~~~~ Arghhh~~~ next week wil be a more busier week... I'm so bUSY!!!!! hahas... let mi try 2 look at dis in a more optimistic way~~~ E more busier I get... I will not waste all my time finding for food n munching on food like KUNNI!!!( kunni is my pet hamster)... TT means I may slim down during e week... YEAH!!! gt 2 shed off my hidden fats!!! Wahahahs.... I'm killin 2 birds with 1 stone... SMart Ger!!! Ahahs... Ok... Our blog is 4 us 2 c or others??? I dunno... Hahas... But I think my blog is 4 mi 2 keep a memory of what went by my day... I'm sure it will be veri amusing next time when I read it all over again... Hahas... I think I shld stop complain less at home... Yesterday I complain abt e breakfast my Mum made n 2dae I've no 'AI XIN ZAO CAN'... *sOb*.... den i left my hse n go 2 sch with an empty stomach... Hmmm... I'm crappy~~~ hahahs... Wat!!! WWat LOOKUP?/ wat's all tt stupid command?? WAt's e formula...????? WAT E HELL!!!!! I dun understand... ITAB is no fun!!! I think I'm a true pure idiot in Computing~~~ It's ok simin... take it slow....(angel's speaking)... THANKS!!! ok... I gt 2 listen 2 my angel n go n do my assignment la... Merci my friends... A Bientot!!!!

Dun Bottle Up Your Feelings.... Learn 2 Share and be Open...

2004-09-12T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hey.. I've just heard a story frm my friend tt an attempting suicide encounter occured because of sum1 bottling up all her feelings within her... never once did she say it 2 anybody and she kept it all 2 herself... So suddenly she just blew it all up and scare e hell outta my friend... So wat im tryin to say is that never ever bottle up ur feelings all by yourself.. Tell others or sum1 whom u trust ur feelings... Sayin it out will make u feel better... Trust me... I know i'm not good with words but e bottom line is tt NEVER EVER BOTTLE UP YOUR FEELINGS... LEARN 2 SHARE AND BE OPEN...

Hees... if u think tt e above is crap... den dun read~~!!!! Ok... guys... I've told him... hahas... everything... e phobia n all... hahas... finally... actually it's Roy hu motivates mi 2 tel him... ' You must learn to cherish e one u love... Love cannot be always waitin for you'... yea... tis is wat that motivates mi... ok... I've watched GARFIELD... I like it... I think I'm e only one who likes it cos most of em hu have watched told me that it's not nice at all... However... I find it Hilarious and it's actually quite heart-warming... Yea... HAhas... Tml sch's starting... OMG!!!! it's so fast... it jux went past jux like tt without mi noticing it... I think that we human beings will never ever get a good rest... We are always occupied with things... We humans always have unlimited wants so we will never be satisfied... I think we can only take a good and satisfied rest only when we are lying peacefully*(i hope so for everyone) in e coffin... ok... I think I oso dunno wat e hell I'm sayin.... so gd night... Bubye...

My First Story

2004-09-10T00:16:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!! Finally I gt my blog... HAhas... So excited!!! C others have den I oso wan... So Kiasu... Thankew~ Kelvin for helpin mi get my blog done... U're 1 helpful guy... Although it's a bit empty but nevertheless... I stil gt my blog le... Wahhahahhas... Today I had a Great Day... Had Ann n Yaling over at my hse n Yaling oso like mi... C ppl gt blog den she oso wan... So pOoR Marie gt to sit in front of e pc 4 half a day 2 help her get hers done but it's not done yet:( Bloggies... U r so Problematic~~~ But i noe it's onli e initial part... okok... back 2 track... So as usual Yaling was tellin us all her Stuffs... Hais... I'm so sad~~~~ C her like tt n I cant even help her~~~ So Useless of mi... Arghhhh!!!! I hope that she will soon noe wat 2 do n get out of all this soon... Sis... Wateva u do... all of us will support u~~~ I've had my hair dyed... HAhas... I like it!!! It's proudly and Sincerely done by My Yaling Sis... AHahahs... Thankew~~~~ E process is a torture but it's worth it... Ok... I dunno if I shld tel him or nott~~~ dn wat abt my Mum... Wat will she say? I'm havin a phobia... A veri bad n nasty phobia is in mi... I HATE IT!!! Ok.. I gtg n watch my tele now... Bonne Nuit~